The After Effect of Moodiness

Everyone have emotions, mood swings and way to express them no matter releasing on someone, show the whole wide world that you are moody, putting temper on, and keep it to themselves to prevent the after effect of moodiness.

Recently, the people I know seems to get moody very easily. Before this I thought that I'm the most moody, emotional person among all the people I know. Cuz I tend to get sad all of a sudden and always unhappy in front of my friends. One of the reason is to draw their attention for some kindness from them. But all this is like, what if u get those kindness? People around you will feel the impact and stress from the effect of you emo-ing.

Sometimes I felt that, it is ok to get moody once in a blue moon but if it come so suddenly always and so often, its kinda stress and its a pressure you put on your friends. Always try to control, not everyone knows how you feel. If its your personal problem, settle it in your personal way. No point expressing too much to your friends giving them pressure. If its among your friends, speak out the problem and let them know what are you unhappy of better than people having wild guesses and make the situation even worst.

To all my friends that are always moody, it is not wrong to get moody but please reconsider it when you plan to show your mood swing. If its not regarding them, its kinda innocent for them to feel the impact from you. if you feel like sharing why are you moody please do so, as no one can read it on your face. The reason wont be written on your face. If you don't plan to share, please keep that moody face and be happy.

Bottom line, don't get obsessed with mood swings. Getting all sad wont help anything to make anything better. If the problem occur or already happened, no point dwelling there for too long. Get over it and be happy. Being happy and smile always. It will sooth your sadden heart and keep you away from all kinds of sickness! Staying happy in life is the main point for everyone who lives here. No one wanna be sad for the whole life. So what are you waiting for? Cheer up and be happy living your life!

Updates

Its been some time I did not blog here. Just some updates of the events I've been going through this few weeks. Finally did a photography session with my beloved friends at Putrajaya. It's fun and all of us "Models Wanna Be" really pose our heart out that day. Even some of them who seldom take pictures become addicted to be snapped each days now!! By the way, I somehow experience how models actually do their work and its not an easy task for them. Looking good is not just saying and posing. It took us only few hours but we really suffer under the hot sun and imagine the REAL models got to pose for whole day from day to night! Anyway we enjoyed ourselves that day and get ourselves really tired and hope to bed early that night haha!


Apart of that, we are having a birthday celebration with my Gor Gor at Wong Kok!! Its his first celebration with us, hope he is happy with it. We had fun also enjoyed the cam whoring session in the whole Wong Kok. Damn noisy until feel tables also cant stand us and switch places some even left. LOL!


After rainy days will always have happy moments but after happy moments also will come another rainy day! I will be jobless soon! Again! Sigh! Phobia of job hunting! Sob... Anyway, I will stay strong to endure this Monsoon period, as my courage and strength are my family and friends that truly supports me. ;)

Friends

Friends, climb together, and grip each other when one of them are falling. Feel happy to know you guys! Happening people to be with.

Being friends, its called fate and its not just each individual matter. We share, and whatever we do together effects each other.

Friends stays as friends at the present and last as friends forever.

Mood Low on Sunday

Recently realize that I will get moody on Sunday nites! Weird. Sometimes really don't know what am I moody of. I keep questioning myself, am I moody because of work? But I always tell myself it's not about the works. Or maybe I miss my friends? Today I really miss my friends a lot. Maybe because of the Saturday nite fever. Hehe. Or maybe, I'm missing someone? I really don't know.

Sometimes is it right to miss someone? Not sure about it. Does missing someone proves that you've fallen in love with that someone? I don't get it. I always think i know myself best but there are actually some parts in me that I've never venture in before and it really feel strange and feels even more lost about myself. I cant find the things I want to find. I don't know my aim. I don't know where am I heading to. I don't know what am I seeking. I need something that I dunno what is the need.

Maybe these are the small things and spaces in my heart that I cant seek and lost and almost got no understanding of, and the reason of me being moody for nothing? I'm Lost :(

Saturday Nite Fever!

Went to the club with happening friends. Super fun! Will be awaiting for next plan to club! Also cant wait for the Melacca plan on August 1! Time for relax!

Michael Jackson's Fact

Finally it has been officially announced that MJ is innocent for the child sexual abuse accusations on Jordan Chandler, 1993 was fake! MJ is innocent! For so many years, I myself doubt that MJ would commit such act and scandal, finally came to an end when he is dead!

MJ really loves all children and did a lot of charity to shelter them. Now MJ's image totally change in my heart and hope others who hates MJ will change their views on him as well! Rest in Peace MJ, in heaven!

Lose Fat, Keep Fit Competition

The Keep Fit and losing Fat competition is finally started. Our team members organized by our self to self motivate each of us to lose fat and be fit.

Working out alone is boring work and frustrating work especially when we got no one to motivate us and no fun in doing so. We will be lazy and often cheats to ourselves. This competition is not about winning but to motivate each of us to keep fit in a healthy manner and also enjoying the working out moments.

My philosophy, "Be Beautiful, as long we are beautiful, anything works!". To all my friends in the member; Alice, Watashi, Gina, Vernon, Amy, Sue, Jack, Ganbatte! Work together to be beautiful!

Always remember, DO NOT ABUSE your tummy! Remember to eat, not leaving your tummy empty for workout. Eat healthily and balanced meal and be beautiful! Keep it up! Awaiting the results on October 1st. :)

Happy Birthday Jack Jack!

Today is Jack's B'day, and it turn out to be very fun and happy. Jack says that this is the 1st time he celebrates his birthday with his friends! So I've an idea so that we all celebrate for him for the first time. His mood seems to be very good, very happy too~ Seeing him that happy makes me feel happy as well! Today is really a happy day! Hope this will be Jack Jack's most memorable and happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK JACK!!!

Miracle 09'

The Miracle 09' Event, that was held by Fitness First has finally been ended last nite, and its a such memorable nite for me. My Team D'javu, been through so many ups and downs obstacles, and finally we prove ourself to perform well on that day! Although victory is far away from our grasp, but I really enjoyed myself so much. Felt really worth the practice, sweat and tears alike, after performing well and get many positive feedbacks from many people who witness the performance! Apart of that, I also appreciate this event cuz its not only for fund raising and it benefits us such as getting along together as friends!

This really bring back a lot of memories from Miracle 08'! Once again my favourite competitor are joining this event this year! and we are enjoying every moment and second of it! We compete in a positive manner, and also support each other together! They are the TIPs! Congratulation to them for getting the victory and they've made a Miracle! If they are any chance that we will be competing each other again, I'm pleased to join as when I see their teamwork, friendships and supporters are all in one, this makes me appreciate them and respect them even more. Its a good example for us to follow!

Bottom line, althoug with a bit of disapointment, but this reflects more of the good and happy sides of this event! Enjoy TIP on ur victory prizes and I;m looking forward for our free movie pass that we get and hope to watch movies together okay?! :)

My Heart Reflects the Violet Sky

Here comes moody nights and feelings again. This is my first time blogging here with my brand new PC! (Proud) Hehe! Tonight feeling a bit moody. Maybe because of tiredness after presenting for the miracle event that will be held on 13th June 2009. Not so moody of getting the lowest mark after all haha! Just that some slight blue feeling running through my head and screaming in my heart.

Been wondering, they are many things in life, reflecting what's past and done, words spoken, decisions in life that had been made. Any regrets? Even there is, we cant turn back to correct it but to move on to improve ourselves. Talk is cheap. When it comes to act, its not that easy after all. Always being someone that cheering people up with all the motivating words, positivity, but been wondering am I acting from what I'm saying to people all the while? No.

Things happened a lot recently (not a lot actually). Condolences to Gina's dad that just passed away on Monday, also to Alison's & Sharon's dad on the same day. This makes me think that life can be so fragile. No one knows how long we can actually live. Only need to keep telling myself, treasure every moment, everything we do.

Recently, a friend of mine, who always say I'm his best friend, the best person he had ever known, for all his life he finally met someone that treats him as a true friend, begins to change his view over me. He seldom talks to me, seems to be a bit low when I'm around. Maybe I did something wrong to him that i did not notice? If so, I need to apologize to him. Hope he know who he is.

Just being clear to myself and everyone who knows me, from the beginning till now, my traits is still there, I'm still what I am, for those friend that known me for a very long time, maybe I've change, but i really hope that I changed in a good way as in improving myself. Maybe some friends of mine will tell me that I've become someone that is very realistic, materialistic and so on, but, I find that's the only way people live on to be tough I guess. Maybe I've become someone that's harsh? Or Someone that who don't really cares much. Maybe its because I've met too many disappointment in life. Too many friends that I've appreciate before, disappointed me. Even now there are still friends that disappoint me a lot. Maybe this is part of human? This is the way human live? Not sure bout that. To those friends that known me after I have change, that's me. And that's how I am when you've known me. Maybe I'm a complicated person for you to know deeper? You need to know me more to know bout that. I've always know that human are not perfect. Human have emotions, anger. So do I. Even angels get enraged when they are angered. Hope I'm not too draggy.

All this things come in to my mind all of the sudden and I'm feeling moody bout it. Too many things to worry about? Too many responsibilities to be burdened of? Perhaps.