On Air

Friday, October 12, 2007

How passionate can this love be?

How do my feeling spreads a thousand yards in thin air just to get close and hoping to get near and connected to the other side being. How I've wanted you to know that my feelings struggle to release such passionate love and wishing that a warm hands may receive this blazing love, flowing from your hands to your embracing arms. Its another feeling, another time yet in another space and dimension, blazing, struggling, hardly breath to excape from such darkness and lonliness from this forgotten space, wanting to stay connected, wanting you to know that, splashes of passionate love have once again fill my heart, overflowing and wishes to share it with the special someone...

Remedy for Love?

Do we have any remedy for the ailments in love? Can a broken heart placed back together in one shape? When an individual dive into the ocean of love, will it be a trap or a treasure that we found? There are no logical or exact answers to the answers. Humans often chase for something that cannot be reach, like chasing our fantasies that got through our heads. Sometimes the feeling is really... lost... Do we have anything to do with it? to cure it? Can I barely wait for my fantasies to come true? Or can I continue chasing till it falls on the grip of my palm? And will it slipped of this fragile palm and the feeling of lost will touch our hearts again? Will my fantasies be just a dream to come true or a dream to dream on? With such feeling, I really need to seek for the best remedy to remove such pain.. Will it go on or turn to torment? I hope that with just a dim light, it will at least give me hope and let me feel pure love ever again. At this state I will live on chasing my fantasies and seeking remedy to cure this tormented heart...

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Whats the blue blue feeling?

Blue butterflies... sentimental yet graceful...
There is mixed feelings in this body and mind which trigger the interest to blog and share the feeling of blue-ness, but, with butterflies that flies gracefully yet reflects sentimentalness and gloomyness. Some slight feeling of lost? Confuse? Happiness with a touch of sadness. It cant be explain in words but might be expressed in feelings. Why such feelings will occur? Nobody knows, only the body and mind of oneself knows... A song tells a million story, one who only can sing and express such feelings with music matching with the blue gloomy blue butterfly which flies gracefully, yet sentimental and gloomy, accross the cruel and cold world ahead not knowing any danger, with no hestitation, but views the beautiful sides of the universe. Every darkness, comes light, may the light glows and guide the lost, confuse, happy but with a slight touch of sadness blue butterfly to what it is searching for...