Miracle 09'

The Miracle 09' Event, that was held by Fitness First has finally been ended last nite, and its a such memorable nite for me. My Team D'javu, been through so many ups and downs obstacles, and finally we prove ourself to perform well on that day! Although victory is far away from our grasp, but I really enjoyed myself so much. Felt really worth the practice, sweat and tears alike, after performing well and get many positive feedbacks from many people who witness the performance! Apart of that, I also appreciate this event cuz its not only for fund raising and it benefits us such as getting along together as friends!

This really bring back a lot of memories from Miracle 08'! Once again my favourite competitor are joining this event this year! and we are enjoying every moment and second of it! We compete in a positive manner, and also support each other together! They are the TIPs! Congratulation to them for getting the victory and they've made a Miracle! If they are any chance that we will be competing each other again, I'm pleased to join as when I see their teamwork, friendships and supporters are all in one, this makes me appreciate them and respect them even more. Its a good example for us to follow!

Bottom line, althoug with a bit of disapointment, but this reflects more of the good and happy sides of this event! Enjoy TIP on ur victory prizes and I;m looking forward for our free movie pass that we get and hope to watch movies together okay?! :)

My Heart Reflects the Violet Sky

Here comes moody nights and feelings again. This is my first time blogging here with my brand new PC! (Proud) Hehe! Tonight feeling a bit moody. Maybe because of tiredness after presenting for the miracle event that will be held on 13th June 2009. Not so moody of getting the lowest mark after all haha! Just that some slight blue feeling running through my head and screaming in my heart.

Been wondering, they are many things in life, reflecting what's past and done, words spoken, decisions in life that had been made. Any regrets? Even there is, we cant turn back to correct it but to move on to improve ourselves. Talk is cheap. When it comes to act, its not that easy after all. Always being someone that cheering people up with all the motivating words, positivity, but been wondering am I acting from what I'm saying to people all the while? No.

Things happened a lot recently (not a lot actually). Condolences to Gina's dad that just passed away on Monday, also to Alison's & Sharon's dad on the same day. This makes me think that life can be so fragile. No one knows how long we can actually live. Only need to keep telling myself, treasure every moment, everything we do.

Recently, a friend of mine, who always say I'm his best friend, the best person he had ever known, for all his life he finally met someone that treats him as a true friend, begins to change his view over me. He seldom talks to me, seems to be a bit low when I'm around. Maybe I did something wrong to him that i did not notice? If so, I need to apologize to him. Hope he know who he is.

Just being clear to myself and everyone who knows me, from the beginning till now, my traits is still there, I'm still what I am, for those friend that known me for a very long time, maybe I've change, but i really hope that I changed in a good way as in improving myself. Maybe some friends of mine will tell me that I've become someone that is very realistic, materialistic and so on, but, I find that's the only way people live on to be tough I guess. Maybe I've become someone that's harsh? Or Someone that who don't really cares much. Maybe its because I've met too many disappointment in life. Too many friends that I've appreciate before, disappointed me. Even now there are still friends that disappoint me a lot. Maybe this is part of human? This is the way human live? Not sure bout that. To those friends that known me after I have change, that's me. And that's how I am when you've known me. Maybe I'm a complicated person for you to know deeper? You need to know me more to know bout that. I've always know that human are not perfect. Human have emotions, anger. So do I. Even angels get enraged when they are angered. Hope I'm not too draggy.

All this things come in to my mind all of the sudden and I'm feeling moody bout it. Too many things to worry about? Too many responsibilities to be burdened of? Perhaps.

The Sim : 3

The Sim : 3 finally is releasing soon!! Can't wait to play this game. While reading the reviews and info bout this game, really tempting my heart to get it soon. So happened, it's released at the time also i get my new PC! Nice Shot~ Lolz! Anyway, this is the thing that makes my moody heart a little happier at least. ;)

Friendship

When come to think about friends, people who come in my mind is those people who really understands me, treat me good. It doesn't matter how long you've known your friends, no matter its new, or a year or even 10 years. So what if you've known each other for 10 years? If you are not happy with a single thing they do, you are still not happy about it. Reminds me of what Gina told me. You like them and feel good bout them because you are new with them, you are not clear of their characteristic, you will tend to give way, let them get the flashlights, in order to please them so that they feel happy about it and wont damage the friendship. After all, its only one party doing the job, maintaining the friendship. Its not so fair after all rite? Friendship is about both party, working things out to the best.

Recently, am not very happy with some friends. Its not because I've known new, sweet and cheerful friends and neglect the old one. I felt that their thinking is a bit negative at times, materialistic a little, only see whats good in them and whats bad on others which I dun really like it because, some people are those that not even in contact or known us. Its a bit weird to hate someone or talking bad bout someone you hardly even know. Most importantly, you only get complains, critics, insults from them when you treat them as true friends. Its matter of mentality, heart and acts. Many things in a relationship no matter as friends or couple, is affected by the things that they do, and the mentality of a person, positive or negative. How you act and how sincere you treat your friend, I'm sure there are good return.

I get compliments (a lot) from Victor. I'm flattered, always flying in cloud 9 feeling that am I really such good person? Maybe sometimes I'm always thinking that I'm the one that always giving problem to friends, being sassy and childish, moody. But surprisingly, Victor says that I'm a good friend, I'm considerate, I know how to talk like, making sure my friends know whats the mistake without hurting or making them feel hatred. Really am surprised. Thanks Victor for such compliment. Will do my best even more next time.

As I've just mentioned about sweet friends, although our friendship is new, I hope its true, and will last forever. Because as far as I've known them, they have good mentality, physically and most important thing, I see them treat their friends with heart. Its all about the heart!

Heart Sharing Content!

Mood get really low this few days. Since Sunday, after the announcement of my sis' group singing competition, about they need to re-shuffle all the group members to balance up their vocal abilities. Although it sounds disappointing, but there is nothing we can do bout it cuz its already been decided and we just need to accept as it is even though its weird. Wanted to post this blog when my mood is really really low, but, according to my dear friend, this blog will turn out to be a complaining space for me and i don't want it to be one. But take it as a sharing and update about my life.

Sometimes I felt that, people come and go in our life. Things, that you don't like, repeats it self when the problem is not solved. Friends, its hard to meet those who really know how you feel, and understands you. But humans, don't like to hear the truth. So, when we have friends that always hurt our feelings, not serious about the things we acted, take things lightly as a friend, we should voice out, as my experience, when we keep it to our self, we get double the damage. We hurt our self once, and our friends hurt us the second and vice-versa. No matter how bad you feel, no matter how hard for you to voice out, the best choice is still voicing out the problem. If a friend treats you as someone important, they will understand. If a friend that feels bad of what you trying to tell, cannot accept the reality and continue to target your weak points and take advantage on it, you are just someone taken lightly to them, not a serious friend and not some friend that is important to them.

I've always heard friends telling me, saying things like, "we are friends, so close that we can ignore getting hurt by each other, that is why we keep on making fun and don't have to take things seriously". To me, yes, it's something you do as a close friend. But targeting on the same thing, when you are not happy with, its just a mere silly excuse. How close you are with your friends, i still think that, taking advantage on the weak points of someone is still the worst thing to do. A true friend will tell you how much he/she hates you, remind your weakness but not stabbing on the weak point in you. They laugh cuz they are happy, not laugh cuz of you are weak. Make fun of you on your funny thoughts but not making fun of your weakness. To able to have friends, to know each other, I think it is fate. So I will treasure all my friendship. But when I'm disappointed and hurt, I guess I wont give up on that friendship, but I will just, give back the same feedback as what i receive. Wont be serious with them, take them lightly. It sounds selfish, but it's the only way to reduce my sadness and more disappointment.

Today, I felt better cuz I go through a blog that Gina sent me to read. Surprised, it's Victor's blog! I'm touched and almost burst out in tears. He really show his gratitude, feel thankful to have friends that he really treasured. And I feel proud that I actually play a important person that makes him happy in his life as well. Feel really blessed. To Victor, it's my pleasure to be your friend, on times when you or me are down, we should share whatever and exchange our ideas. Agree? *Wink* Cheers!

I hope that everyone will treasure friendship. Because, when you are sad or heart broken, other than your family members, the only person you will turn to will be your friends.

丫头 1st Performance

Watch them shine on stage!!

Updates

Just to update on the previous blog about disconnected from the interenet, as now, I've already fill in the form off request for internet, Finally its a approve and I'm free surfing on the net now! hehe!

Blocked

Sigh, This morning, heard that the internet will be blocked soon, but with an exception to fill in a form to request of usage of MSN and Also Yahoo Messenger. Just filled up, awaiting my boss to sign. Really hoped it will be approved soon. If not I will be disconnected with the world and will be a frogie under the well! Lolz!

丫头 Ganbatte!

Support 丫头 in Ultimate Power Group, organize by 8TV!! These are some banners that i created to support my sis in this group! Ganbatte!

Ultimate Power Group

Alright, it's already climax. Have to post and promote my sis here and now! haha.. Hope you guys will support this group "丫头" from the Ultimate Power Group! Catch them on 8TV every sunday at 8:30pm! Cheers~