Glamorous Sky

Spliting Mind

2011-11-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

It's really a dilemma. I've enjoyed my oversea trip, expecting to clear off the mind, seeking calmness and serenity. But sometimes unexpected things will happen and it will even make u confuse or perhaps adding in some new stuff when u clear off the old. I do enjoy my trip. Feel contended but somehow, felt something is missing. Some part of me is missing and I don't think I'm able to seek it back.

Tonight, I feel that my mind is splitting. Apparently both route is a good route. But somehow I cant figure out which route is the route then trigger the emotional cause. Which route that I'm feeling hard for to travel on? Just hope that one day I will find the light to guide me through this road, to my answer. Waiting and walking unknown routes might be amusing and interesting, but somehow we will feel lost too...

Once again, Confusion

2011-11-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

I wonder is everyone has the limit of confusion in some period of time. I'm really lost and I am afraid of losing myself as well. I can't feel the reality lately. I hope I'm not dwelling in my dreams too much. I need an answer. I know I need an answer. But I don't know what answer am I seeking because I don't have a specific question to start out with. I can feel my heart trembling. My mind is flying away to the things I want. Perhaps too much? Or maybe I lack security. I need to feel secure.

What if I need you now?

2011-08-14T17:12:00.003+08:00

Always missing you. Always tell myself that I wouldn't call and wouldn't text you. But in the end I lost all control. Just can't bear with it and ended up calling and texting, makes me feels like I'm someone annoying and dependable. Staying quietly waiting will it lead to any outcome? If I really need to hear your voice and read your replies... If i really need you now, what should i do? I'm lost and I hope I can find the light into your heart... I hope you can hear this whispers from my heart...

My First Time to Singapore

2011-08-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

This is a very special trip, a very last minute yet successful trip. Enjoyed myself very much. It's yet another meaningful story to slot in my diary. Will miss this moment badly. Hopefully every moment is gold and precious that will last till the end. Hopefully, this bond and happiness is everlasting too...

Forever in Your Grasp

2011-08-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

拥抱你那刹那是最不需要象太多的时候. 总觉得好幸福好温暖，把所有不美好的事情都变得美好了. 你不在我身边真的很想很想你. 我落泪是真希望能够把抱着你的时候变永恒，把我所有的伤心也带走...

真的很想你....

Me as your Remedy

2011-07-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

I truly hope, that I can make you feel better. I Hope that I have the ability to heal and sooth your soul. I wished that I'm your medicine. I believe, my words, my conversations with you will let you forget all your sorrows and depressions. I want to be your Remedy :)

我们都傻

2011-07-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

计算着温柔陌生的多少别离
当我思念的心泛滥的时候
看着你的样子是你在伤心
揪心的是我的离开
倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神我很窒息
难道你没有看见看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

My Gor Gor

2011-07-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

This is the 2nd time my gor gor give me a hug. The first time was when i bought him a gift for Christmas and this time, he concerns bout me cuz he knows that i'm sad and feeling down. The best part was, when he hugged me, he says "it's ok, everything will be fine". It makes big different with that words he says combining it with his actions. Thanks gor gor.... :)

Whisper of the Heart

2011-06-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

Speaking about Law of Attraction, this is totally opposite from it. Thinking of positivity, that makes possibility, but still my mind can't expel those negativity.

I always feels that being alone is filled with freedom and privacy. But I didn't know sometimes being with friends can also feel empty. Perhaps is the mind that is floating elsewhere causing emptiness. But feeling empty, is not totally empty with nothing to give. Tears still will be flowing out.

I realized that the most sorrowful and hurtful feeling is being neglected, treated cold and forgotten. Should I feel bad and blame the person who give me the heartache? Or should I thank the person for breaking my heart, so that I can be stronger? Conclusion to this, no matter what's the outcome, heart is aching and it's totally not a good feeling...

Law of Attraction

2011-06-14T01:36:00.002+08:00

Love this quote.... Hope to try it and make it happen :)

"Imagine it, realized it, make an concrete image and keep thinking of what you crave for....
Absorb only Positive thoughts....

Your mind is like a mirror and will reflect your dream to the universe and attract all the positive things back to you...."

Back in Every Year

2011-02-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

It's been a while. From my last post regarding my BodyJam Training, till now, I'm a full fledged BodyJam Instructor. Of course with lots of hard work and effort infused in it.

Another year has been passed. Am riding a brand new year now. With new mindsets, new task, new challenges, new happiness and sorrows. Ever since 2011 started, my emotions are like the waves. Going up and down. I don't think it's a good thing or a good sign. But unfortunately, emotions are just difficult to be controlled. I will never admit that myself is a strong person. I'm always weak physically and mentally.

Talking bout weak. Just recovered from bad fever and flu. Right up till now am not fully recovered yet. This will add on some waves into my daily emotions. Found out that this is really the killing combo that really sucks big time! Sick plus emotional equals disasters!!

By the way, something actually bothering myself. I hope I will find my light and guide me to the right route. Sometimes am really lost. No directions. Feel so helpless and insecure. And i seriously want happiness. Realized that when a person is getting older, thoughts seems to fly more in mind and will caused unhappiness. I wanna be happy again. I missed my school days. I miss those days which we need not think too much and just have fun with our lives without worries. I really missed those days so badly. Do you?

Body Jam Training

2010-04-21T16:35:00.003+08:00

It has been some time when I've figure out myself to join the Body Jam training, a Les Mills program. With many positive encouragement from friends around me and many instructors as well who gives encouragement so that I will go for this training, and finally I've made up my mind to do so.

Its another 2 more days till the training day arrive. Past few weeks ago was very nervous, feeling anxious, and worried. Now feeling slightly better. Should have pump in more self confident for myself to face this challenge.

I hope I'm fine and can do it well. Although still a little nervous. But, will always tell myself I'm ready to face it! "Have fun and enjoy" is what everyone told me to be ready of! I wanna shine! Here I come BJ Training!! :D

Fading Trust?

2010-03-10T00:57:00.002+08:00

Humans are very complicated creatures on earth. It's because they have a mind to think too much no matter from the simplest thing to the most terrifying act. Recently, really felt restless. Why people who are what we think they are turns out to be someone strange. It's just like a stranger who are always being close with us. Its really horrifying to even think about it.

Maybe my mind flies over the clouds and over-thought of stuff that might not happened? Or it is really as what my mesmerizing thoughts could be? Perhaps its a myth. I wonder...

I'm losing trust. Disappointment. What else can human really do? Sometimes it does filled me with lots of hatred. It gives me the shivers to ever imagined and fantasize about it.

Dear friends, please think twice and use the mind that human have to think rationally and not selfishly. A mind can be positive and negative. If its a good way to make things good, why not do the good deeds instead? Need not acts that really have bad motif on the other side.

回信

2010-02-19T05:23:00.002+08:00

放飞机其实只是个很小的事情.
可能你会把它看得太重.
很多时候有些事情不需要把它抓得太紧.
如果你真的很在意，不想等待，需要确认，你未必等.
你也会说sms并不贵.
打个电话问一问得个肯定也不难.
换个角度来看不一定是要别人现告诉你.
你也可以比人家现问.

我觉得你所说的全部都是用 “我” 这个字来做出发点.
如果这只是你的想法那不是有点自私吗?
你提到的一切是你希望人们可以变成你想要的人或你希望得到的东西.

朋友，如果觉得不肯定就未必等到最后一分钟才问.
很多时候你也是个很slumber的人.
不要只是你自己能slumber别人就不能.
这就是叫自私的想法吧.

你要知道你付出多少不代表你能得回多少.
Expectation是有的.
当expectation太高的话disappointment就会跟加高.
所以不要总是付出时就有那种人家会应为你曾经为他付出过，
所以一定会站在你那边，一定为你伸出援手的心态. 这些就是心机.

你曾经说过那些心机不是拿来用在朋友身上.
但现在你让我觉得你重量的心机已重重的压上朋友们的心上.

很多时候做些事前希望你能考虑效果.
我相信醉中是有3分清醒的. 我也是有试过喝醉酒的感觉.

脑袋是清醒的还能控制自己的行为的. 不需要借酒行凶的.
请留点尊严给自己. 你做得爽不代表人家看得爽.
这样的行为让我觉得你很desperate又带点cheap的感觉.
也看得出你有种耍心机的行为让我心里觉得很不舒服又很生气.

我做人比较straight forward. 不喜欢假装什么.
想到什么就说什么. 应觉带面具讲话很辛苦.
对朋友也一样. 何必让来让去，闪来闪去.
只用我真心而不是心机在我朋友身上.
人家对我好我就对他好. 得不到回报也没关系.
我只是想对人好. 付出过后人家开心那就是个很好的回报了.
人家开心已代表珍惜我所为他做的事情.

Heart Content

2010-02-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

Dear Friends, I appreciate you guys. I know I might be very dependent sometimes. My characteristics shows that I am someone who always seeking for reliability as well. I know that you guys are all concern bout me. Really thank you a lot! I'm not being self centered. Maybe I'm the type who really don't know how to really express myself. Many people seems to feel confuse bout me and can't really read me.

Recently am really a bit down. And I know that you guys really feel heart ache seeing me like this. But I m sure, I will heal. I just need time. I'm trying my best to be cheerful when outing with you guys. I am really trying my best. If it still can't conceal my sadness and sorrow, I am really sorry. I'm still a normal human after all. All I can do is just motivate and support others positively. That's my philosophy. Cuz I believe no point using negative words and thoughts towards the people I really care of. But when it comes to myself, talk is cheap. I can't motivate myself with those positive words that i showered upon my friends.

Came through something from the radio when I was down, driving home. "The greatest magician of all is Time. It heals and will make magic to your life". I can only rely on it right now. Friends, we all need time. Maybe its a chance for me to grow up as well. Thank you and appreciate all of you guy's concern. Fortunate to have friends that cares.

The Song in My Heart

2010-01-25T14:58:00.002+08:00

Love is not a easy game to play. The rhythm is really hard to catch.

Feeling really bad, when misunderstandings occur. I'm not sad, not angry, just brokened heart. The scene of us together, the things we've done, keep replaying themselves in my mind causing sleepless nights.

Your breath drips into my heart, my love, just like rain drops. I wish I can just cry my worries, my sorrows, my fears out. But I can't cry a single tear. Perhaps the rain will replace my tears.

Your emotions, your expressions are like the weather, rapidly changing. My foot steps are not quick enough to chase the speed of the changes.

Everything is still blured from my sight, but I rather not to be too clear bout reality.

The only thing I can say is, I'm true and I'm really sincere. Whatever I did, My actions, My deeds, are all sincere.

Missing

2010-01-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

Missing someone is suffering.

The Year End Post

2009-12-29T12:07:00.012+08:00

Its been a while since I blog. Being lazy and too much activities to attend especially its year end now and the very special and long waited holiday is the Holy Night of Christmas! Due to unforeseen "laziness" and insufficient of time for me to "spam", my Christmas gifts are still on my room floor, unwrapped half way all over waiting for my photo shooting session. And due to low camera quality, I still need to delay shooting them. Eventually, I will post them up here and also in Facebook after i have a photography session with them! HuHu~

It's actually a very fun night although we celebrate Christmas a week earlier then other "normal" people. Everyone put effort in it to make it happen! Like I always heard from the experience people around me, if you want something, nothing that is you cannot achieve. We just need to make things happen! And it turn out ultimately perfect that night! Everyone had fun, going home NOT empty handed also hopefully bring them memories and sweet smiles engrave in their hearts! LOL! Cheers and thanks for my "Salah Gang"!! Hugs and kisses~

And for now, awaiting for the 2010 to arrive. Its the last week for me to be here in this company. Finally I cant endure the system here and I quit this job. Will be starting my 2010 with my new life with a new job. Hopefully that job will turn out to be something good for me as, I finally able to set my resolutions for 2010 in my heart and hopefully to achieve it! To everyone, Happy 2010 in advance!

Why Employees Leave Organisations?

2009-11-23T17:05:00.003+08:00

Found that this article is very true and wish to share it with everyone! ^^

WHY EMPLOYEES LEAVE ORGANISATIONS ? - Azim Premji, CEO- Wipro

Every company faces the problem of people leaving the company for better pay or profile.

Early this year, Mark, a senior software designer, got an offer from a prestigious international firm to work in its India operations developing specialized software. He was thrilled by the offer.

He had heard a lot about the CEO. The salary was great. The company had all the right systems in place employee-friendly human resources (HR) policies, a spanking new office, and the very best technology, even a canteen that served superb food.

Twice Mark was sent abroad for training. 'My learning curve is the sharpest it's ever been,' he said soon after he joined.

Last week, less than eight months after he joined, Mark walked out of the job.

Why did this talented employee leave ?

Arun quit for the same reason that drives many good people away.

The answer lies in one of the largest studies undertaken by the Gallup Organization. The study surveyed over a million employees and 80,000 managers and was published in a book called 'First Break All The Rules'. It came up with this surprising finding:

If you're losing good people, look to their immediate boss. Immediate boss is the reason people stay and thrive in an organization. And he's the reason why people leave. When people leave they take the knowledge, experience and contacts with them, straight to the competitor.

'People leave managers; not companies,' write the authors Marcus Buckingham and Curt Coffman.

Mostly managers drive people away?

HR experts say that of all the abuses, employees find humiliation the most intolerable. The first time, an employee may not leave, but a thought has been planted. The second time, that thought gets strengthened. The third time, he exercises his thoughts by looking for another job.

When people cannot retort openly to anger, they do so by passive aggression. By digging their heels in and slowing down. By doing only what they are told to do and no more.. By omitting to give the boss crucial information. Dev says: 'If you work for a jerk, you basically want to get him into trouble. You don 't have your heart and soul in the job.'

Different managers can stress out employees in different ways - by being too controlling, too suspicious, too pushy, too critical, but they forget that workers are not fixed assets, they are free agents. When this goes on for too long, an employee will quit - often over a trivial issue.

Talented men leave. Dead wood don't.

Life's Promise

2009-11-19T09:38:00.003+08:00

Life is not as promising as how we view it. Many things that we always thought its perfect on the surface, have many imperfections within. Humans born and strife to be perfect each day, but ended up will leave a scar of distort in their hearts and deeds. Knowing so can be so disappointing.

Some people show themselves as pure, and always acting to be someone perfect, saying things that brings up themselves, boasting, how good their heart can be and how much they sacrifice for someone they love, how much they can't let go of something important. But at the end, all of us are just merely humans after all with pure original sins. Everything will be just ruined up when things goes wrong. Not as pure as they say so. Nothing is important to them when it's already ended. By saying so means nothing at all.

Even how good and positive my heart can think about. Maybe other angle of acceptance like people say so? Maybe another way to view on things that happened badly? Seriously, I still can't lie to my own heart and my own feeling on how i feel even how positive i think bout it.

Power of Money

2009-11-06T17:28:00.007+08:00

I've read through this in my mail, sent by my mom. It's quite meaningful and perhaps giving us some idea on how to be a millionaire! Just an article to share with everyone. Enjoy and learn! :)

By Adam Khoo - Singapore's youngest millionaire at 26 yrs.

I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand and Suzhou (China).

I am in the airport almost every other week so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.

Recently, someone came up to me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is traveling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire. ' He still looked pretty confused.

This again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth (which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self-Made Millionaires'). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex, and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment that earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.

The truth is that most self-made millionaires are frugal and only spend on what is necessary and of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster.

Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife and 2 kids, mother in law, 2 maids etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if! they are lucky).

I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money.

When I joined the YEO (Young Entrepreneur's Orgn)a few years back (YEO is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self-made thought like me. Many of them with net worth well over $5m, travelled economy class and some even drove Toyota's and Nissans,not Audis, Mercs, BMWs.

I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation.

Thank God my rich dad foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.

Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?'

The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewelery or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy it is only for a while, it does not last.

Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life..

Instead, what makes me happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning ! so fast. What makes me happy is when I see my companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries.

What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired someone's life.

What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this blog is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.

I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work (be it teaching, building homes, designing, trading, winning tournaments etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product.

If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life of meaninglessness.

All About Pisces

2009-10-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

看過很多關於雙魚的各種傳說，分析，解釋。似乎無一例外的把雙魚當作了一個女人的星座，動不動就是流眼淚，唉聲歎氣。可惜可歎，如果雙魚真的只是這樣的一個星座，那麼可以說沒有一個人願意去做雙魚，而歷史上也不會有什麼著名的雙魚人物了。

==========　　最本質的部分：思考　　==========

雙魚座的最本質特點是什麼？善良？懦弱？溫柔？不是，我告訴你，是思考（在很多情況下，是過多的思考）。是的，雙魚座的一切特性，都來自於他過多的思考，或許世上沒有第二個星座比雙魚座更能洞察別人的心理，更能分析事情的本質。你可以稱之為敏感，但是一旦這種敏感能夠正確的使用，那麼沒有人能比雙魚座更快的學會人情事故，在這一方面，有一個雙魚座的偉人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩來。

因為思考的太多，所以雙魚座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。對於雙魚來說，善良與其說是本質，不如說是雙魚喜歡的一種生活方式，以善良的方式活著，是輕鬆而又受人尊敬的，一般的雙魚座很早就能洞察到這一點。再談談溫柔，這一點，不管是哪篇文章，都不會忘了提雙魚座的溫柔。是的，雙魚的確是溫柔的。因為雙魚總能敏感的體會到對方的細微變化，時刻瞭解到對方心意的轉變，表現在行動上，就是能盡快的知道，什麼時候應該為女孩披上自己的外衣，什麼時候應該停下手裡的活，轉過身去和女友好好的說話。

==========　　與眾不同的部分：信仰　　 ==========

雙魚的信仰就是沒有信仰！

在雙魚的世界裡面，沒有絕對的對和錯，如果發生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解這件事，去分析這件事，而不是去判斷這件事是對的還是錯的。下面引用一段話說明雙魚的這個特點："魚座男人沒有偏見，沒有親自穿著鹿皮走幾哩路，他不會評斷印地安人；沒有試試赤腳走路，他也不會評斷裸體主義者。甚至這些做了，他還是會滿心諒解而不會過於批評。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每溫暖的忍耐，他甚至會試試瞭解他的岳母，天底下有幾個男人能這樣？海王子擁有罕見的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而從不擔憂會把他嚇著，要嚇到魚起碼需要兩噸以上的炸彈。如果你和我以及你的魚兒三人同坐一室，一個男人走進來告訴我們他有些擔憂，因為他重婚，在四個州各有一個老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想監獄是最適合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的說他是個卑鄙的流氓，但你的魚兒很可能問："那四州？你愛不愛她們其中任何一個？"魚很好奇，但防震。對他來說，這個傢伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律師。"

有一位偉人利用了這點特性，結果成就了科學史上的神話，他就是愛因斯坦。

==========　　　　雙魚的致命缺點：懦弱　　　　==========

現實中的雙魚座確實給人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，優柔寡斷，沒有主見.....一個雙魚座或許沒有上面全部的特點，但至少會有一，二個。就算是偉大如周恩來，有時候難免有些優柔寡斷和沒有主見，當然，這種時候不多。

造成雙魚座優柔寡斷的原因很簡單。因為同樣一個選擇，在一個射手看來，只需要考慮2樣東西，但是在雙魚看來，卻需要考慮10樣東西，因為他想的實在是太多了。簡單的說一句話，雙魚都會想到它會給周圍的人帶來多少種不同的影響，它會讓人對自己有怎麼樣的看法，會不會造成誤解。（雖然很多時候，雙魚會衝動的把一些話脫口而出）至於多疑，這點和自卑聯繫的比較緊密。雖然雙魚座能輕易的瞭解對方的意圖，看透事情的真相，但是卻往往不能堅持住自己的觀點，這種不能堅持大多數是因為雙魚座自己不願接受這個事實，也有很多時候是因為雙魚對自己不夠自信。關於前一點，比較突出的一個例子是，雙魚座的女孩不到男孩子直截了當的告訴她，他不愛她了，女孩就總是還抱有一線希望，雖然女孩心裡明白的很。

懦弱呢？關於這點，和信仰聯繫在一起。你一定覺得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什麼關係呢？信仰是種很可怕的力量，他可以讓一個人做出平時不敢做的事情，擁有不該擁有的勇氣，犧牲不該犧牲的東西。而雙魚恰恰是沒有一丁點信仰的，就算有，也不過是為了給生活加一點調味劑，或是給自己找一個避難所。對於雙魚來說，自己能過舒適，安穩的日子，比什麼都重要。富貴如浮雲，最想的開這點的就是雙魚座了。至於愛國什麼的，酒飽飯足的雙魚可以慷慨激昂，也會不惜重金施於，但是只是建立在自己有好日子過的前提下。

接下來，可以解釋下雙魚的懦弱了。只要能讓自己和愛人平平安安，有什麼不可以忍受的呢？什麼尊嚴，什麼氣節，見鬼去吧。所以只要不把雙魚逼到絕境，你盡可以嘲弄雙魚的懦弱。每條魚的忍受範圍都不同，但一般都比正常人多那麼一點點。但是如果你不小心讓一條魚覺得無路可走了，那麼你真的要小心了。魚可以踐踏人間一切法律，無視所有道理，更不會考慮自己的尊嚴和人格。你務必要相信這一點，雖然這種時候很少，但那只不過是因為上帝不想讓人們經常看到地獄的慘狀。

========== 　　　　雙魚的最大優點：感情　　　　==========

與其說雙魚是個為愛情而活的星座，不如說雙魚是個為感情而活的星座。對於雙魚來說，世界上最重要的東西是感情，一條精神上滿足的魚，可以沒有其他東西，就已經是最幸福的人（當然，絕大多數情況下，沒有其他東西，很難精神上滿足）。任何感情對於雙魚來說都是重要的，愛情很重要，但不見得會比親情更重要，在雙魚的眼中。

對於魚來說，感情是單純的，是單獨的。魚可以原諒對方的一切，只要那個人是真心對他好的。你可以十惡不赦，可以吃喝嫖賭，可以之前是人盡可夫的妓女，可以是個卑鄙無恥的騙子，都可以原諒，只要魚能確定你是真心的喜歡他，對他好。但是請注意一點，大部分的魚都比你聰明，不要以為你的小伎倆可以騙到魚，你是不是真心喜歡他，他比誰都清楚。

對於一個男孩子來說，雙魚女孩能給你對於一個女孩子想要的一切，溫柔，愛你不顧一切，可愛（很多時候是裝的，魚大多數是很聰明的），體貼.....

對於一個女孩子來說，雙魚男孩....嗯..... 看你的運氣了，如果你遇到的魚是個沒有志氣，不想做事，玩玩樂樂的魚，而且他已經25歲左右了，那麼好心的提醒你，還是盡早離開他吧。除非你是個富婆，或者你只是找個情人（沒有人比雙魚更適合做情人了：安全快樂而無副作用）。否則，你會經歷世間最淒涼的婚姻和生活，阿門................

那麼如果你遇到的魚是有事業心，能上進，肯做事的魚，或者乾脆就是事業有成的魚，那麼真的是恭喜你，你是千萬少女中最幸運的一個，再挑剔的女人也無法對一個有上進心有事業的魚有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的溫柔和快樂，包括用錢買的到的和用錢買不到的，魚很樂意把他的一切奉獻給他愛的人，看到他愛的人開心，他會更開心。大部分的魚的"一切"僅僅只有感情，而沒有物質，但是我們現在討論的是最優秀的那種魚，那種能隨時把名望和財富送給你的魚，現在你知道你有多幸運了吧。

=============　　　　提到感情不得不提的：公平　　=============

很奇怪嗎？公平對於雙魚來說，是個很重要的單詞。雙魚沒有普遍意義上的價值觀，是非觀，你不能用這件事這樣做是對的，那樣做是錯的來說服一個雙魚座。永遠記住，魚的世界裡很少有對錯。那麼魚又是怎麼來處理他和別人（尤其是愛人的關係）呢？就是公平。

如果魚曾經有過十幾，二十個女朋友，那麼他就不會在意你以前有過多少個男朋友，如果魚一個不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那麼你一夜情的時候，他也會選擇無所謂

好吧，就算你的魚純情的一塌糊塗，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原諒你的曾經花心，一時花心，可能會的花心，只要你能用足夠的關心和真心的喜歡彌補。魚大致兌換了下你的關心（兌換比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果覺得雙方大致公平的（相對於他對於你的感情付出），那麼他就無所謂，就會原諒你。

所以和魚相處是件很簡單的事情，只要你能保證你給他的和他為你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至於倫理道德嘛...嗯，講真的，魚從來不是教條主義者。

反過來，如果你讓魚覺得你對他的關心不夠多，對他的愛不夠多（不夠多是指沒有他給你的多），那麼魚會在痛苦之後，也相應的減少對你的關心和愛，不要懷疑，這方面，魚比誰都表現的現實和斤斤計較。

==========　　　　感情中的完美主義　　==========　

魚在意的東西很少，所以很不幸，魚對於他在意的東西就是完美主義者的態度。對於魚來說，完美的情人不是忠貞不二的情人，不是事業愛情兼顧的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。魚要求的是"完美的愛"。

你可以不經常說我愛你，但是你說的時候，一定要是真心實意。你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的時候，一定要是真的開開心心。你也可以對他說很少的情話，但是你要保證，你對別人說的情話更少，而且你對他說的是真心的話。

對於魚來說，欺騙和做作是最不可原諒的。很多人以為簡簡單單的對魚說幾句我愛你，固定性的發些短信問候魚，經常為魚買些好東西就能讓魚覺得被愛了。真不幸，大部分魚都聰明過了頭，一般都能輕鬆辨別那些舉動是真心的，那些不過是手段（如果你曾經用這些手段征服過雙魚女生，也別得意，只不過是雙魚女生比男生更難以拒絕別人而已）。

所以，請誠實一點對待魚，愛他多少就給他多少，他也會給你同樣多。這至少比他生你的氣好的多，不是嗎？

==========　　　　雙魚真的浪漫嗎？　　==========

所有的星座解釋都會說雙魚是浪漫的，但是所有和雙魚（特別是雙魚男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接觸過的人，都往往感覺不到雙魚的浪漫，到底是為什麼呢？難道雙魚並不浪漫？　　　　我給你個肯定的答案，雙魚絕對浪漫，他腦子裡面的浪漫點子不僅包含了所有好萊塢大片的經典場景，還有更多他自己的原創鏡頭，他時不時的都在幻想浪漫的場面，一個魚可能在他18的時候就開始想他30歲結婚的佈置。

那麼為什麼現實中是兩樣呢？因為2點，自卑和善良。前一點很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多時候，不是魚不想浪漫，而是不好意思和沒膽子那麼..那麼自信的魚呢？為什麼他也不浪漫？　　因為他沒有遇到合適的人，因為他善良。

雙魚的愛情大部分是有些被動的。魚總是輕易的喜歡上一個女孩子（注意，我用的單詞是喜歡），然後開始和這個女孩開始交往，然後十有八九，會發現這個女孩不是能給自己完美的愛的女孩（這是肯定的，遇到最合適自己的人哪有那麼容易），魚很現實的知道，他和這個女孩不可能有將來的，2個人能擁有只能是一段回憶。那麼對魚來說，絕大部分的情話都會說不出口，因為魚自己知道這些話都是騙人的，很多浪漫的舉動做不出來，因為魚不敢讓女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太傷心。很多人說處女，金牛的人想的多，其實魚想的並不比他們少，只不過猶猶豫豫又捨不得的魚，就算明瞭的知道和女孩沒有將來，也不會點破，只會靜靜的維持，享受擁有的每一天。但是這樣的情況下，魚的善良就讓魚忍住了很多浪漫的情話和行動。

我這麼說是不是顯的魚很高尚？呵呵，沒有什麼真正高尚的人。魚能如此的為女孩著想，是因為這麼做能讓魚覺得自己很偉大，有一種悲劇式的美感，魚願意讓自己沉浸在這種自我的意淫中。

當然，這樣至少比不顧別人的死活，只圖自己開心要好的多是不是？所以還是應該為魚們鼓鼓掌的。所以，如果有一天，你看到一條浪漫無比的魚，不要懷疑，他已經認定你們有個美好的未來，他已經知道他不會給你太多的傷心了，那你還猶豫什麼？上去擁抱你的幸福吧。

============　　　　結語：什麼樣是好的雙魚？　　============

雙魚有很多缺點，但是大多數都可以原諒。除了2條，懶惰和猶豫。而雙魚要成為一條好魚，所需要的東西很簡單，事業。其實不用去提醒魚們其他的事情了，他們自己都能想明白。只需能保證魚能穩步進行他們的事業就可以了。

一旦魚用心去賺錢了，那麼他肯定能賺到錢。但是這一點很難，真的很難，如果有一天，你看到一條生龍活虎的魚，千萬不要放過，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他會帶給你所有的夢想.

Our Dear Amy Chin!

2009-10-16T16:21:00.013+08:00

Finally our dearest Amy is married! Seeing our cute Amy getting married in her beautiful wedding dress, feels so happy and proud of her! Congratulations Amy! We must hang out often even though you are married!! :)

Understand the Pisceans

2009-10-16T16:14:00.005+08:00

The Zodiacal Sign of Pisces commences on February 20th, but for seven days, it does not come into its full power until about February 27th. From this date onwards it is in full strength until March 20th, and it is then for seven days gradually losing its strength on account of becoming overlapped by the "cusp" of the incoming sign Aries.

This gentle sign cannot hurt your directly, it is their weaknesses that can scramble your brains. The majority of Pisces people are kind and gullible.

The young Pisces are adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. The Pisces are pioneers both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. These people possess a curiously natural understanding, which they do not obtain from books or study. They easily acquire, or rather absorb, knowledge, especially of the history of countries, travel, research, and like subject.

Although by nature generous, yet they are usually over-anxious about money matters, and inclined to worry about what their future position in life may be. This state of mind is largely due to their dislike and dread of being dependent on others more than from any love of money.

They can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in their companions and, though themselves sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others. These qualities make them, however, much misunderstood, and they are often considered dose in money matters when in reality they are not.

People born in this period often go back on their promises, especially on questions of money. They promise to give, on the impulse of the moment, but if they have time for reflection then the tear of future poverty forces them, as rule, to break their promise or give perhaps, only one hah of what they had stipulated. From that point of view people born in this period should try to exercise an iron self-control, to discipline the qualities and tendencies of their character to the advantage, not the detriment, of the society in which they move.

These people are also more mentally ambitious than otherwise. They may know their subject well in their mind, but they will hesitate and undervalue their own individuality if they find they have to put it to a test in any public manner

They are inclined to brood and become melancholy, or to imagine all the world is against them and that they are being made martyrs of. Depression gets them. Because they see life as a mystical whole, they take it as a sign that they're bad people when things go wrong. No other zodiac sign plans the evening on the basis of a reading from a fortune cookie.

Many artists, musicians and literary people are born m this period, but they must receive great encouragement ever to make the best of themselves.

These people are very devoted to their friends or to any cause they take up, provided they feel they are trusted or looked up to. They are generally successful in ail positions of responsibility, bat at the same time they are not inclined to push themselves forward, and usually wait to be asked before giving their opinions.

The strongest and weakest characters are found in this sign. Some are inclined to gratify their innate sense of luxury and self-indulgence and, if this side of the nature is the one that controls, they are likely to be too easy-going, to be too receptive to their surroundings, to become influenced by false friends, to give way to fraudulent schemes and in some cases are inclined to become addicted to drugs or drink.

If, however, persons born in this part of the year find some purpose worth living for, they rise to the emergency as no others can. These are the people that one meets sometimes in Life who surprise their friends by their sudden change of character. Pisceans are shy. Other people think they are mysterious, or just confused, but a Pisces can sort out other people's troubles.

All people who were born in this sign are highly emotional. If they belong to the weak side of it, they are easily influenced by the people with whom they are thrown into contact, but if they belong to the stronger side, their emotional nature can lift them up to any height.

In business matters they are really good in dealing with shipping and trade with foreign countries. Sea captains, sailors of all kinds, also travelers, are often born under this sign.

Such people have a curiously mystical side to their nature as well as the practical. They are often classed as superstitious, the occult in all its forms appealing to them in one way or another. They love to search out or investigate the unknown, the philosophical, or the mysterious. If people born in this sign overcame their sensitiveness and developed their will-power, there is no position in life they could not attain. It is important to remember that there is still the little devil in them, which means that at times they would attain their goals more easily by gently giving in without resistance to the demands of a given social situation, rather than getting their ambitious entangled in something larger and more powerful than they are.

They will lie to save your feelings, or just to stake out a little privacy for themselves. They don't like to be alone too much, just a little, to get the peace back. They can get addicted to booze, pills, or crackerjacks, so they really have to watch it.

Pisces - The Sign of the Dolphin

Your personality is a combination of all the zodiac signs . You may be a musically or artisticly gifted person, and creativeness is inherent in you. You are a great empathiser, always knowing how someone else is feeling. That makes a good councellor and a sensitive lover from you. Occasionally you enjoy solitude and like to get away from everyone and stay alone in order to regain your senses.

Friends

Pisces find their most lasting friendships with people born in their own period or between Jane 21 and July 20.

Health

As regards health, people born in this period are mostly inclined to suffer from nerves, insomnia, despondency and poor circulation, anemia. They often have intestinal trouble. They should, if possible, live in bright, sunny, dry climates, and take a great amount of fresh air and exercise. They like extremes. Physical, emotional and mental, and benefit profoundly by experiencing them; but if their extremism goes too far beyond social acceptability, then they should expect to be extremely lonely.

Color

The colors most suitable to such people are all shades of mauve, violet, and purple.

Stones

The birth stones for this period are agates, sapphires, amethysts, and emeralds.

Sharing is not necessary be Caring

2009-10-09T10:34:00.001+08:00

Sharing problems with other is not something wrong or stupid but once u decide to share your stuff with others, do not expect too much from the person you are sharing it with. I'm sure when you decide to tell your stories, you may already predicted what is the outcome and effects to come later on. We can't confirm that what we said today, right here and now, to the person will be 100% sealed and without any third party getting involve in it. We can't tell how accurate that what we feel and what we share to the person today will express the feed backs you like or agree with.

No matter what you share to others, you need to share it with your own risk. Everything has its risk in it. It just depends whether you wanna take the risk or not. If you think that something is a "super secret" which you feel bad on even mentioning it, why bother to even slip a bit of detail bout it? Seal your lips and keep it to your heart if it really will affect your mood when people knows or giving wrong advice. No point spitting stuff out if you can't accept a single advice. If you insist on telling it, no matter what response or what advice you have back, just accept it or just listen. No point backing fire people when you feel bad bout the advice.

And last but not least, the listener have the right to just only listen. They do not have the responsibility to have any special treatment or caring on you. Knowing is not necessary lending a helping hand. Perhaps only advice. And each person have their own stand, own mentality and own thoughts. You can't expect everyone to give you the advice you like to hear.

After a Long Break

2009-09-25T14:12:00.014+08:00

It's been damn long i did not blog here. Recently feelings get a lot mixed up and feeling confuse. Just a slight update on the happenings around me and my friends from the last time i blog.

I've been jobless for a month and money seems to get a bit low and starting get nervous, desperate for money and a job although i enjoyed staying and chilling at home. It really feels so good, with less worries of works and you can enjoy every minutes and every hour at home, on your bed, watching TV and relaxing yourself.

Not so long from then, I've found a job really near my house which makes me walks to work on my first day! But it's really not enjoyable at all and i decided to drive to work even it's super near! Been working here for 2nd week. It was hell then on my first day. Felt lost and the job scope here is not to my liking. Until today, I'm still do not prefer myself working in a place like this! Anyway, i will be having an interview again and hope it turned out well!

After all the stressful days, our gang is planning to go hiking at Broga Hill, Semenyit. It's a nice place but unfortunately, i don't really know how to admire and appreciate this kinda extreme outing. But overall is a fun to get together and healthy hang out!

Thanks to the photographer we got many nice pictures and nice scenery photos all taken by him! :)

Aside from that, the previous night was the mid autumn night and i had dinner with Gina's family cuz I'm alone for this mid autumn celebration due to my family went back to hometown for my cousin's wedding dinner. After that we had held a small moonlight party at Gina's place. It was fun, enjoying the candles and lantern although the feeling is not the same as childhood times anymore. Realized that when we grow up, our patience is in our way. Due to the strong winds blowing, we cant concentrate on lighting up much lantern cuz the candles always get blown off, which caused me to be so inpatient and stop playing them for a while. But getting a long is the main purpose of this moonlight party though!

Merdeka 2009 Outing Day!

2009-09-01T02:29:00.004+08:00

It's a bit weird that this public holiday at KL is not so crowded as the usual public holidays even lesser than weekends! Today, 4 guys decided to hang out for outing and I feel that its such a waste for a public holiday to be wasted just sitting boringly at home so Watashi and me decided to hop out to Times Square to tag along with Darnell who is doing his little shopping there. Later on we have a little walk around with some drinks and Justin tag along with us for dinner and movie, at Pavilion! Too bad no cam whoring today! :(

Window shopping makes me feel so tempted especially on so many nice stuff and most importantly the Mega Sales is still on but I manage to control myself from spending a lot. We went to visit Jack Jack too and I saw an Anime series that is having promotion. Cheap and without hesitating, I told Jack Jack to put it into my shopping cart! LOL!

Later on we watched Disney Pixar's "UP". At 1st I thought that its kinda boring movie just thinking to enjoy the animated 3D motion and graphics. But it turned out to be not bad at all! Its a bit touching and also with some fantasy feel! Worth watching after all. And I realize that dogs can be so smart and super funny!!

After movie, we decide to have a drink with Kevin, who will be his last day here in Malaysia tonight and will be back on January 2010. Just a mini catch up farewell with him. Always take care Kevin when you are in China! All the best to you! He is a very understanding friend and whenever I have problem to discuss with him, will always feel good after our discussion! Maybe its due to his Chinese Literature studies which make him very knowledgeable and with a mature open mind! Will always remember you! Keep in touch with MSN OK Kevin!

Jobless Days

2009-08-25T02:45:00.002+08:00

It has been then 2nd week I'm jobless after I'm back from Hong Kong trip! Its a splendid trip, at least I'm chilled and feeling better and off from worries for the week. Now I'm back here jobless, although enjoying it but having a slight worry and feeling useless sitting at home.

Will begin a job hunt soon when my portfolio is complete! As I know they are a lot of event coming up next.

Tonight, feeling a bit miserable and a slight feeling of moodiness again. Will always remind myself to be happy and tough. Feeling a bit too reliable on others and super duper need attention and caring. Don't know why, maybe that's my nature.

Thanks to everyone that notice and cared for me :)

Hong Kong 2009

2009-08-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

Been moody for almost a week now. Time to reset my mind and give them a new mindset. I hope all this will get better in time. I lost my job, and some complicated maters occur that lead me to my broken heart. Everything seems come all at a time and giving my mind a hardcore workout!!

Anyway, this week is my last week I will be here in this company. A bit heavy hearted to live this place and the people here except 1 person! LOL! And I will leave Malaysia to Hong Kong this Sunday!! SCHWEEEEET~!

Its a good thing, after a sadden broken heart with full of unnecessary thoughts and worries, leaving to a vacation with my family to cool down and relax for a week. But many people told me that the H1N1 case is getting worst in Hong Kong, which makes me feel worried. But anyway, as long we keep our self hygienic enough i guess everything will be fine! Pray hard.

To all my lovely friends, i might not be able to meet you guys for maybe 2 weeks now. Will miss you guys so badly! This few days will play hard with you guys! Hehe! 1 week for my vacation and another week for my quarantine! Its a good chance to clear my mind off as well.

Gina, too bad I cant be able to celebrate your birthday with the rest of them! I'm missing the fun! I'll try my best to get a present for you from Hong Kong okay? Have fun and more surprises for you on your birthday! Happy Birthday in Advance!

Speechless

2009-08-02T23:41:00.001+08:00

Some might say, love is like, fairytale
But I say, love can be, hurtful still
Cos we are, all human
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
Just a matter of time

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrong and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Even though we cried and cried and cried

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realize
The reasons hiding behind

Emotions

2009-08-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Melacca trip with my superb friends. Enjoyed the trip and feel that its really not enough and wanting for more. We even start planning for our next week. Although much had happened during the trip, surprises and shocked situations, heart broken and tears, but I feel that this friendship, no matter what kinda situation occur, we may be able to face it and overcome it in a way. No hard feelings of each and everyone of us. I believe that in the future, we can overcome our problem together and face obstacles with the same easy and mature way. Friends forever. I miss all of you so very much...

The After Effect of Moodiness

2009-07-31T09:41:00.003+08:00

Everyone have emotions, mood swings and way to express them no matter releasing on someone, show the whole wide world that you are moody, putting temper on, and keep it to themselves to prevent the after effect of moodiness.

Recently, the people I know seems to get moody very easily. Before this I thought that I'm the most moody, emotional person among all the people I know. Cuz I tend to get sad all of a sudden and always unhappy in front of my friends. One of the reason is to draw their attention for some kindness from them. But all this is like, what if u get those kindness? People around you will feel the impact and stress from the effect of you emo-ing.

Sometimes I felt that, it is ok to get moody once in a blue moon but if it come so suddenly always and so often, its kinda stress and its a pressure you put on your friends. Always try to control, not everyone knows how you feel. If its your personal problem, settle it in your personal way. No point expressing too much to your friends giving them pressure. If its among your friends, speak out the problem and let them know what are you unhappy of better than people having wild guesses and make the situation even worst.

To all my friends that are always moody, it is not wrong to get moody but please reconsider it when you plan to show your mood swing. If its not regarding them, its kinda innocent for them to feel the impact from you. if you feel like sharing why are you moody please do so, as no one can read it on your face. The reason wont be written on your face. If you don't plan to share, please keep that moody face and be happy.

Bottom line, don't get obsessed with mood swings. Getting all sad wont help anything to make anything better. If the problem occur or already happened, no point dwelling there for too long. Get over it and be happy. Being happy and smile always. It will sooth your sadden heart and keep you away from all kinds of sickness! Staying happy in life is the main point for everyone who lives here. No one wanna be sad for the whole life. So what are you waiting for? Cheer up and be happy living your life!

Updates

2009-07-29T10:22:00.011+08:00

Its been some time I did not blog here. Just some updates of the events I've been going through this few weeks. Finally did a photography session with my beloved friends at Putrajaya. It's fun and all of us "Models Wanna Be" really pose our heart out that day. Even some of them who seldom take pictures become addicted to be snapped each days now!! By the way, I somehow experience how models actually do their work and its not an easy task for them. Looking good is not just saying and posing. It took us only few hours but we really suffer under the hot sun and imagine the REAL models got to pose for whole day from day to night! Anyway we enjoyed ourselves that day and get ourselves really tired and hope to bed early that night haha!

Apart of that, we are having a birthday celebration with my Gor Gor at Wong Kok!! Its his first celebration with us, hope he is happy with it. We had fun also enjoyed the cam whoring session in the whole Wong Kok. Damn noisy until feel tables also cant stand us and switch places some even left. LOL!

After rainy days will always have happy moments but after happy moments also will come another rainy day! I will be jobless soon! Again! Sigh! Phobia of job hunting! Sob... Anyway, I will stay strong to endure this Monsoon period, as my courage and strength are my family and friends that truly supports me. ;)

Friends

2009-07-14T09:41:00.003+08:00

Friends, climb together, and grip each other when one of them are falling. Feel happy to know you guys! Happening people to be with.

Being friends, its called fate and its not just each individual matter. We share, and whatever we do together effects each other.

Friends stays as friends at the present and last as friends forever.

Mood Low on Sunday

2009-07-06T00:42:00.003+08:00

Recently realize that I will get moody on Sunday nites! Weird. Sometimes really don't know what am I moody of. I keep questioning myself, am I moody because of work? But I always tell myself it's not about the works. Or maybe I miss my friends? Today I really miss my friends a lot. Maybe because of the Saturday nite fever. Hehe. Or maybe, I'm missing someone? I really don't know.

Sometimes is it right to miss someone? Not sure about it. Does missing someone proves that you've fallen in love with that someone? I don't get it. I always think i know myself best but there are actually some parts in me that I've never venture in before and it really feel strange and feels even more lost about myself. I cant find the things I want to find. I don't know my aim. I don't know where am I heading to. I don't know what am I seeking. I need something that I dunno what is the need.

Maybe these are the small things and spaces in my heart that I cant seek and lost and almost got no understanding of, and the reason of me being moody for nothing? I'm Lost :(

Saturday Nite Fever!

2009-07-06T00:24:00.010+08:00

Went to the club with happening friends. Super fun! Will be awaiting for next plan to club! Also cant wait for the Melacca plan on August 1! Time for relax!

Michael Jackson's Fact

2009-06-30T15:50:00.003+08:00

Finally it has been officially announced that MJ is innocent for the child sexual abuse accusations on Jordan Chandler, 1993 was fake! MJ is innocent! For so many years, I myself doubt that MJ would commit such act and scandal, finally came to an end when he is dead!

MJ really loves all children and did a lot of charity to shelter them. Now MJ's image totally change in my heart and hope others who hates MJ will change their views on him as well! Rest in Peace MJ, in heaven!

Lose Fat, Keep Fit Competition

2009-06-30T10:16:00.003+08:00

The Keep Fit and losing Fat competition is finally started. Our team members organized by our self to self motivate each of us to lose fat and be fit.

Working out alone is boring work and frustrating work especially when we got no one to motivate us and no fun in doing so. We will be lazy and often cheats to ourselves. This competition is not about winning but to motivate each of us to keep fit in a healthy manner and also enjoying the working out moments.

My philosophy, "Be Beautiful, as long we are beautiful, anything works!". To all my friends in the member; Alice, Watashi, Gina, Vernon, Amy, Sue, Jack, Ganbatte! Work together to be beautiful!

Always remember, DO NOT ABUSE your tummy! Remember to eat, not leaving your tummy empty for workout. Eat healthily and balanced meal and be beautiful! Keep it up! Awaiting the results on October 1st. :)

Happy Birthday Jack Jack!

2009-06-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

Today is Jack's B'day, and it turn out to be very fun and happy. Jack says that this is the 1st time he celebrates his birthday with his friends! So I've an idea so that we all celebrate for him for the first time. His mood seems to be very good, very happy too~ Seeing him that happy makes me feel happy as well! Today is really a happy day! Hope this will be Jack Jack's most memorable and happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK JACK!!!

Miracle 09'

2009-06-14T22:08:00.007+08:00

The Miracle 09' Event, that was held by Fitness First has finally been ended last nite, and its a such memorable nite for me. My Team D'javu, been through so many ups and downs obstacles, and finally we prove ourself to perform well on that day! Although victory is far away from our grasp, but I really enjoyed myself so much. Felt really worth the practice, sweat and tears alike, after performing well and get many positive feedbacks from many people who witness the performance! Apart of that, I also appreciate this event cuz its not only for fund raising and it benefits us such as getting along together as friends!

This really bring back a lot of memories from Miracle 08'! Once again my favourite competitor are joining this event this year! and we are enjoying every moment and second of it! We compete in a positive manner, and also support each other together! They are the TIPs! Congratulation to them for getting the victory and they've made a Miracle! If they are any chance that we will be competing each other again, I'm pleased to join as when I see their teamwork, friendships and supporters are all in one, this makes me appreciate them and respect them even more. Its a good example for us to follow!

Bottom line, althoug with a bit of disapointment, but this reflects more of the good and happy sides of this event! Enjoy TIP on ur victory prizes and I;m looking forward for our free movie pass that we get and hope to watch movies together okay?! :)

My Heart Reflects the Violet Sky

2009-05-31T01:39:00.004+08:00

Here comes moody nights and feelings again. This is my first time blogging here with my brand new PC! (Proud) Hehe! Tonight feeling a bit moody. Maybe because of tiredness after presenting for the miracle event that will be held on 13th June 2009. Not so moody of getting the lowest mark after all haha! Just that some slight blue feeling running through my head and screaming in my heart.

Been wondering, they are many things in life, reflecting what's past and done, words spoken, decisions in life that had been made. Any regrets? Even there is, we cant turn back to correct it but to move on to improve ourselves. Talk is cheap. When it comes to act, its not that easy after all. Always being someone that cheering people up with all the motivating words, positivity, but been wondering am I acting from what I'm saying to people all the while? No.

Things happened a lot recently (not a lot actually). Condolences to Gina's dad that just passed away on Monday, also to Alison's & Sharon's dad on the same day. This makes me think that life can be so fragile. No one knows how long we can actually live. Only need to keep telling myself, treasure every moment, everything we do.

Recently, a friend of mine, who always say I'm his best friend, the best person he had ever known, for all his life he finally met someone that treats him as a true friend, begins to change his view over me. He seldom talks to me, seems to be a bit low when I'm around. Maybe I did something wrong to him that i did not notice? If so, I need to apologize to him. Hope he know who he is.

Just being clear to myself and everyone who knows me, from the beginning till now, my traits is still there, I'm still what I am, for those friend that known me for a very long time, maybe I've change, but i really hope that I changed in a good way as in improving myself. Maybe some friends of mine will tell me that I've become someone that is very realistic, materialistic and so on, but, I find that's the only way people live on to be tough I guess. Maybe I've become someone that's harsh? Or Someone that who don't really cares much. Maybe its because I've met too many disappointment in life. Too many friends that I've appreciate before, disappointed me. Even now there are still friends that disappoint me a lot. Maybe this is part of human? This is the way human live? Not sure bout that. To those friends that known me after I have change, that's me. And that's how I am when you've known me. Maybe I'm a complicated person for you to know deeper? You need to know me more to know bout that. I've always know that human are not perfect. Human have emotions, anger. So do I. Even angels get enraged when they are angered. Hope I'm not too draggy.

All this things come in to my mind all of the sudden and I'm feeling moody bout it. Too many things to worry about? Too many responsibilities to be burdened of? Perhaps.

The Sim : 3

2009-05-29T11:20:00.003+08:00

The Sim : 3 finally is releasing soon!! Can't wait to play this game. While reading the reviews and info bout this game, really tempting my heart to get it soon. So happened, it's released at the time also i get my new PC! Nice Shot~ Lolz! Anyway, this is the thing that makes my moody heart a little happier at least. ;)

Friendship

2009-04-28T09:39:00.003+08:00

When come to think about friends, people who come in my mind is those people who really understands me, treat me good. It doesn't matter how long you've known your friends, no matter its new, or a year or even 10 years. So what if you've known each other for 10 years? If you are not happy with a single thing they do, you are still not happy about it. Reminds me of what Gina told me. You like them and feel good bout them because you are new with them, you are not clear of their characteristic, you will tend to give way, let them get the flashlights, in order to please them so that they feel happy about it and wont damage the friendship. After all, its only one party doing the job, maintaining the friendship. Its not so fair after all rite? Friendship is about both party, working things out to the best.

Recently, am not very happy with some friends. Its not because I've known new, sweet and cheerful friends and neglect the old one. I felt that their thinking is a bit negative at times, materialistic a little, only see whats good in them and whats bad on others which I dun really like it because, some people are those that not even in contact or known us. Its a bit weird to hate someone or talking bad bout someone you hardly even know. Most importantly, you only get complains, critics, insults from them when you treat them as true friends. Its matter of mentality, heart and acts. Many things in a relationship no matter as friends or couple, is affected by the things that they do, and the mentality of a person, positive or negative. How you act and how sincere you treat your friend, I'm sure there are good return.

I get compliments (a lot) from Victor. I'm flattered, always flying in cloud 9 feeling that am I really such good person? Maybe sometimes I'm always thinking that I'm the one that always giving problem to friends, being sassy and childish, moody. But surprisingly, Victor says that I'm a good friend, I'm considerate, I know how to talk like, making sure my friends know whats the mistake without hurting or making them feel hatred. Really am surprised. Thanks Victor for such compliment. Will do my best even more next time.

As I've just mentioned about sweet friends, although our friendship is new, I hope its true, and will last forever. Because as far as I've known them, they have good mentality, physically and most important thing, I see them treat their friends with heart. Its all about the heart!

Heart Sharing Content!

2009-04-08T10:09:00.004+08:00

Mood get really low this few days. Since Sunday, after the announcement of my sis' group singing competition, about they need to re-shuffle all the group members to balance up their vocal abilities. Although it sounds disappointing, but there is nothing we can do bout it cuz its already been decided and we just need to accept as it is even though its weird. Wanted to post this blog when my mood is really really low, but, according to my dear friend, this blog will turn out to be a complaining space for me and i don't want it to be one. But take it as a sharing and update about my life.

Sometimes I felt that, people come and go in our life. Things, that you don't like, repeats it self when the problem is not solved. Friends, its hard to meet those who really know how you feel, and understands you. But humans, don't like to hear the truth. So, when we have friends that always hurt our feelings, not serious about the things we acted, take things lightly as a friend, we should voice out, as my experience, when we keep it to our self, we get double the damage. We hurt our self once, and our friends hurt us the second and vice-versa. No matter how bad you feel, no matter how hard for you to voice out, the best choice is still voicing out the problem. If a friend treats you as someone important, they will understand. If a friend that feels bad of what you trying to tell, cannot accept the reality and continue to target your weak points and take advantage on it, you are just someone taken lightly to them, not a serious friend and not some friend that is important to them.

I've always heard friends telling me, saying things like, "we are friends, so close that we can ignore getting hurt by each other, that is why we keep on making fun and don't have to take things seriously". To me, yes, it's something you do as a close friend. But targeting on the same thing, when you are not happy with, its just a mere silly excuse. How close you are with your friends, i still think that, taking advantage on the weak points of someone is still the worst thing to do. A true friend will tell you how much he/she hates you, remind your weakness but not stabbing on the weak point in you. They laugh cuz they are happy, not laugh cuz of you are weak. Make fun of you on your funny thoughts but not making fun of your weakness. To able to have friends, to know each other, I think it is fate. So I will treasure all my friendship. But when I'm disappointed and hurt, I guess I wont give up on that friendship, but I will just, give back the same feedback as what i receive. Wont be serious with them, take them lightly. It sounds selfish, but it's the only way to reduce my sadness and more disappointment.

Today, I felt better cuz I go through a blog that Gina sent me to read. Surprised, it's Victor's blog! I'm touched and almost burst out in tears. He really show his gratitude, feel thankful to have friends that he really treasured. And I feel proud that I actually play a important person that makes him happy in his life as well. Feel really blessed. To Victor, it's my pleasure to be your friend, on times when you or me are down, we should share whatever and exchange our ideas. Agree? *Wink* Cheers!

I hope that everyone will treasure friendship. Because, when you are sad or heart broken, other than your family members, the only person you will turn to will be your friends.

丫头 1st Performance

2009-03-25T09:49:00.001+08:00

Watch them shine on stage!!

Updates

2009-03-23T16:36:00.001+08:00

Just to update on the previous blog about disconnected from the interenet, as now, I've already fill in the form off request for internet, Finally its a approve and I'm free surfing on the net now! hehe!

Blocked

2009-03-11T11:25:00.002+08:00

Sigh, This morning, heard that the internet will be blocked soon, but with an exception to fill in a form to request of usage of MSN and Also Yahoo Messenger. Just filled up, awaiting my boss to sign. Really hoped it will be approved soon. If not I will be disconnected with the world and will be a frogie under the well! Lolz!

丫头 Ganbatte!

2009-03-05T15:05:00.003+08:00

Support 丫头 in Ultimate Power Group, organize by 8TV!! These are some banners that i created to support my sis in this group! Ganbatte!

Ultimate Power Group

2009-03-02T13:30:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's already climax. Have to post and promote my sis here and now! haha.. Hope you guys will support this group "丫头" from the Ultimate Power Group! Catch them on 8TV every sunday at 8:30pm! Cheers~

Star Ocean : The Last Hope

2009-02-27T10:54:00.005+08:00

This morning when I'm browsing new release game through the web, I came a cross this game that catch my heart and now I'm so wanting to put my hands on the game. 1st thing first, this game's graphic is so cool when I'm watching the trailer, not only that the characters are cool as well! Lovin' it! hehe... I wish I have a chance to lay my hands on it, this game's released on XBox 360 at the moment. sigh~

Cheering Up!

2009-02-26T14:51:00.003+08:00

I Had McD for Lunch today! Mc Value Lunch really is worth it.. hehe.. To cheer myself up from moodiness in work...

Blue Thursday

2009-02-26T09:43:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday, feeling a bit happy cuz it's almost reaching the end of the week, But I'm still feeling a bit blue due to the confirmation letter thing. I hope everything will go fine. I feel so bad, not in the mood to do anything. But I've a lot of stuff on hand that I need to handle. Sigh... Need some cheering up!!

Just A Little Bit

2009-02-25T15:24:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I blog. Wanted to do so but it seems to be too busy for me recently in the office. Talking bout office, feeling kinda moody and disappointed that's why wanna complain here. Been waiting for my confirmation letter for a week, but no news from any of the superior above. Today when I heard that I will receive my letter, i felt so happy but later on, its just 1 whole piece of disappointing paper. Anyway, feeling a little bit of disappointment, a little bit of sad, and a little bit of moody. A slightly feeling of giving up everything, and leave this place. But no doubt, the benefit here is a lot better. I've been striving so hard, trying my best, but i don't get what I did in return. Fine, for me now, i will do whatever I can and wont put extra extra effort in it...

"鱼" by Cheer, 陈绮贞

2009-02-17T10:16:00.004+08:00

"As I'm a Pisces, I really like this song a lot!"

我坐在椅子上看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子让它代替我
观察离开后的变化
曾经狂奔舞蹈贪婪的说话
随着冷的湿的心腐化

带不走的丢不掉的让大雨侵蚀吧
让他推向我在边界奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价
别让我飞将我温柔豢养

我坐在椅子上看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子让它代替我
观察离开后的变化　
曾经狂奔舞蹈贪婪的说话
随着冷的湿的心腐化

带不走的留不下的我全都交付他
让他捧着我在手掌自由自在挥洒
如果有一个世界浑浊的不像话
原谅我飞曾经眷恋太阳　　

带不走的丢不掉的让大雨侵蚀吧
让他推向我在边界奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个世界浑浊的不像话
我会疯狂的爱上　　

带不走的留不下的我全都交付他
让他捧着我在手掌自由自在挥洒
如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价
别让我飞将我温柔豢养
原谅我飞曾经眷恋太阳

Bad Hair Day?!

2009-01-19T12:13:00.002+08:00

This morning, rushing to work, then got late. The most funny thing is, when i m coming down from my car, my heels just broke off all the sudden. Sigh~! I'm so walking like a disable in the office for the whole day today! Seriously feel like changing a pair of sport shoes right now! argh~ Feel so bad!

Cute Durex Ad

2009-01-15T16:43:00.001+08:00

2009 Mood Low

2009-01-07T14:45:00.006+08:00

Today getting a prompting message from Simon Chong, stating that my blog is not up-to-date enough since its already the new year 2009 now. So I decide to update it a little. Really have a low mood these days no matter what am I doing especially in working hours. Everyday waking up in the morning having the feeling of taking a "EL", every morning wakes up with same word in my mind telling myself "how come dawn comes so soon!?" while I haven't even enjoy the sleep that I need every night. Sigh... Bottom line is, I got no mood to go to work. Maybe its because of the holidays mood. But frankly speaking, who have the mood to work haha!

Since is new year and even everyone having the CNY mood cuz its just around the corner now. Ifelt that 2008 passed by too soon. Resolution is not even confirmed yet and 2008 just leave like that. Kinda miss 2008 as it is not to say a very superb year, but its number is nice haha! Silly~! Anyway, Time to work hard no matter what cuz I felt that 2009 is gonna be another tough year. Everything need to start over from the whole year! Geez~!

Just a little update, about last year's event on christmas day and also new year day. Enjoyed a very special birthday party of Simon's on the 26th Dec which is the boxing day! Cool plans and nice deco as for a Birthday Party! I did appreiate that I'm actually invited to such special event haha! Oh yeah and also I'm quite impressed on the little card that i design for Simon. Hope he likes it as it is a last min job. Oh boy! Other than that, a gym member, Joe, has his wedding on 27th Dec. Another special day cuz its a wedding day! Enjoyed the nite, but after a few glass of whisky and wine, head gone spinning and cant even continue on to karaoke that nite. Just attended less than half session of karaoke! Sigh!

Crap! On the next day I've fallen sick with a high fever, and basically, my holidays is not a very enjoyable 1 after all as I need to rest at home to recover. But lucky I'm not left out with new year eve celebration. But I'm telling myself it will be the last 1 I'm ever gonna packed with ppl at peek places like the curve! Going there is not a problem, smooth and doing fine, but getting home is a big hella problem! We get caught in the jam, although I love Body Jam that much but i really hate to get in a jam on the road! Plus its not just on the road! Its in the basement of the curve! I think we caught there jaming for approximately 2 hours!! Dear Lord~! Ended up reaching home at 2:30am. Oh well. Its still fine and enjoying it as long its happening.

Now, every fun moments is over, time to sit back in the office and work! Like what I am doing now! Bored~ haha! More stressfull event coming up soon as I have a lot of work will follow up soon! The only thing that can get me moving is CNY, Should think of it to arrive every moment so that I;m motivated to move these days haha!

St. Patrick's Day

2008-12-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

Here comes the cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue

Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time

In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside
And search the sky
Like children do
I'll say to you

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day

We should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
something in the way that blue lights on a black night
can make you feel more
everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be
just like you and me

No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til St. Patrick's Day

Reality by Janice

2008-12-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

Met you by surprise I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Saw you standing there
I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air

Dreams are my reality
The only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that's true show me what to do
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
A wondrous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I Try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

Enraged Mamak Waiter

2008-12-12T09:13:00.003+08:00

Another complaining blog up to the post this morning! Last nite, I've plan a nice gathering of our high school friends to have a little gathering at the mamak stall to have some chats and getting along together, as well as accompanying my friend, Alan, who is just heart broken. Thinking to keep more friends around him so that he wont feel miserably sad anymore. Our chats have non stop laughing and talking all nite long until even while asking for bill we are still busy babling around.

It's 12am and we suppose to leave due to everyone is working on the next day. We call for our "kira" and the waiter with a grumpy face came over to do our bills. While each and everyone starts calculating their bill, we on the other hand continue our chats. The waiter seems pissed off and walk away halfway counting. Then we wanted to leave and not to pay since his atttitude is with problem. But one of my friend calling him back to calculate again and he start mumbling and scolding us saying that "if you wanna kira then kira first, put your craps that you are talking behind and dun make me wait!". Wow! WTF?!

Then my friend suddely get angered as well then kick the chair. The fella get raged up holding up the chair wanted to hit my friend. Omigosh! I really dunno what respond to give but to just scold and tell him its not the right way to treat a customer. Then the other waiter come to stop him and apologise to us. But, things had happened. Everyone's mood is bad by that time especially Alan's. Sigh... Thinking of making him feel better for the gathering but ended up he get angry and go back home too. Bloody waiter! Really will blacklist that place ever! BRJ, I'm not gonna visit that mamak again!

Great Day Hanging out with New Friends

2008-12-09T15:37:00.004+08:00

Even though all of us met each other for the 1st time, it just feels like we've been very close together and known for some time. Its the first day hanging out with Daniel and his friends, Dawson and Andy. Really enjoy the day, thanks for the meal at Ichiban Boshi Daniel haha! After a luxurious meal, we decide to watch a movie. We all agreed to watch "Twilight". At 1st, I dun even know what type of movie its that, I thought it was a scary movie cuz of its poster. Later on I get the info from Dawson and he said that its a Movie of Romance between a Charming Vampire with a Beautiful human girl. After the movie, they said its a boring movie. To me, its very romantic and i really enjoy it much. Enough trailer here, those who likes romance, its a nice movie for you, those who not, u better don't hehe.

Wish List For Christmas 2008

2008-12-05T09:57:00.010+08:00

Here goes the wish list of this year! Dear Santa (or whoever hehe), I wish to have :-

No. 1 : Sony Playstation 3
No. 2 : Sony PSP
No. 3 : Nintendo Wii
No. 4 : Sony Vaio
No. 5 : Sony Ericsson C905

Dear Santa (or whoever :P), this are the wish of the year. I hope my wish will be granted and came true! Merry Christmas Santa (or whoever wakakaka)!!!

Past Life Diagnosis

2008-12-03T15:45:00.003+08:00

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern North China around the year 1000. Your profession was that of a builder of roads, bridges and docks.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. You could have been a leader.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to learn humility and faith in spiritual principles. You should believe in higher reasons.

Working Days

2008-11-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

Its been the 2nd week since I'm in the new company now. Things is getting better. I've know some friends here especially shin which came in the 2nd day before me. She's the only new staff here so we get along well. But slowly now we are joining in with the new staff for lunch and some chats. It's a bit hard because most of us are in different department and different floors. That is why we hardly get to socialize and get along more often. The only time we social is during lunch time. Sometimes still felt a little lonely in the office because my floor are mainly sales persons. Usually they wont be in the office after about 10 or 11am. My senior which is also the boss of the design department usually wont be in office cuz he need to deal with clients and also some sales. He looks strict and serious sometimes but he is a nice person. Just a bit pressured when he is around haha! Overall everything is fine here. I hope my working days will gradually getting better and fun. Most importantly I'm happy with the new environment now and I get to learn more about my field to fly higher and move on further, especially in tough times like this. Recession and economy crisis is gonna befall on Malaysia again. I pray that we all can overcome this test and live on happily and safely.

The Planet I'm From

2008-11-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.

You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.

Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.

You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.

If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

New Working Enviroment

2008-11-19T10:40:00.002+08:00

After the tough month, after the rain, surely comes a sunny day. But, how long does this sunny day will last? I don't know bout it myself. I just started my new job at Ampang and its the 2nd day today. The 1st day was a tough day. Working till 7pm plus. For the 2nd day, its kinda bored cuz my senior is not around. He took leave after I came in. Sigh... My social meter is getting low! I hope am able to coup up in this new company, last longer as I know this is a good company to stay in. Just need more motivation in my job and need more friends in the office...

Tough Month

2008-11-04T01:48:00.005+08:00

I've been sitting at home for a month jobless. When you are a working person, what else can you wish for but to not work and sit at home. As you're like me, sitting here doing nothing bout it for a month, its really bored death and you'll feel that you're getting useless.. lolz! Sigh~! I'm actually waiting for my new job to start on Nov, but it ended up something bad instead. The company called me to tell me that they cant be able to hire me because they are facing some financial crisis and stuff like that. What a waste! After all you've planed, Your life when u get your new job, your routine... suddenly you need to forget bout all that and do it all over. The worst scenario is, YOU LOST YOUR JOB! But, positive me, I'll be thinking of the compensation that they are giving. At least they did! NO! THEY MUST! But I'm really disappointed for losing a job that I really like. Never mind. Now I', in the process of a job seeker again. It's really suck.. to think of interviews.. I'm really scared of that just don't know why.

Now, I will focus on job hunting. But I know it will be a tough month for me to go through especially on financial vice. I hope I'll be able to coup with it. I need to get a job ASAP! During the whole month, even though I'm free from working life for a month, I really don't think that I'm really happy. It appears that I smile, but there is sadness and worries in my eyes. God, I don't mean to place your name, and think bout you in times of trouble. But, this is how humans are made of, we are weak. And to me, I definitely am sure that God is giving me his test, and I'm sure that He will guide me in my steps and the route I'm on is all on God's Hands, nicely planned by Him. As my uncle from Singapore told me that; "don't worry, God knows what He's doing and don't rush for things that aren't yours. When God says it's yours to have, it will be yours. But when God's says it's not suitable for me to handle, He got His ways to plan your journey." After listening to his words, at least at moment of trouble, I can still Rely on God.

Body Jam 46 Launching

2008-10-08T01:20:00.002+08:00

Body Jam 46 was so cool!! Went for the launching at Damansara Uptown to join the launching lead by Ken & Kim, with Simon, Colin and the gang. It was so much fun there. Also take the opportunity to have dinner and some chit chat, socialize with them after the class.

Really enjoyed myself that night, so finally get the chance to enjoy a simple short and fantastic dinner with them. One thing i really find out that they are very warm people, funny and they can share anything n chat bout almost anything. With Ken there, it even spice up the whole session, Ken is such a sweet person, the way he bring his topic, talks and jokes, really make me laugh my heart off! The first time I had dinner with him makes me feels like I've known him for sometime! Really looking forward to hang out and enjoy with them again! Cheers guys! ;)

Break, Broke, Broken

2008-10-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since I've blog here due to the time and chances for me to loged on to the internet. Usually will not have any extra time at home plus, my Ex-Co really sucked at that internet service. Sometimes really wonder why they would ever apply for that. Back to main topic hehe.

Its been 6 days since i quit my job and enjoying holiday, awaiting for the new 1 to start on November, but seems like i will be strugling and suffering for this 2 months to get stable again especially on my financial prospect. It is very known that Eugene is someone that cant control and manage his financial problem. Today, went to my ex-co to get my pay, it was puny due to the leave I've applied and deduction from it. When i started calculating my financial expences for this month, i finally realise that I'm really BROKE for goodness sake!

Sigh.. now is time for me to start my suffering n struggle. No more extra outing, no more leisure, no more... no more whatever... gosh.. sometimes come to think of it, even working is suffering, if ur pocket is emty, its even more suffering than that. So i guess when we work and get money, and spend it, is better than sitting at home, without money. Cuz, Its time exchanged to money or money exchanged with time.

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, it is yours.

2008-07-15T11:31:00.002+08:00

This morning when I was reading the daily horoscope in facebook, I came across this quote which really draw my attention. I guess this is really true don't you think so?

Hmm... been thinking a lot lately. mood goes ups and down all the time. I guess no matter you are single or attached, life is still the same, with lots of things to worry about, problems still occur. When we are single, we get lonely and worried bout our relationship and wanting to have someone to love us, all those petty worries.

But even we found the one we love, during the heat of love, everything goes well and everything seems fresh and exciting, but after some time, things starts to get low and normal, and petty worries starts to grow in our mind like, will the person we love, change? All sort of worries.

No matter what, humans are all full of problems and troubled. I guess everyone need to find out a way that suits them to overcome this kinda mood distorting disaster.

Ariving Krabi Trip

2008-06-24T13:04:00.002+08:00

Finally, tomorrow will be the day I will be going to Krabi. Feeling excited and a bit nervous cause its my first time going overseas with friends! Gosh.... Hope this trip will be a fun and enjoyable trip!! Wheeee~

Penang Trip, Day 2

2008-05-09T12:17:00.016+08:00

Day 2, woke up early in the morning, getting ready to get our breakfast at market somewhere in Jelutong. Typical market like anywhere else, but the food still is number 1. After that we have a short walk and look around in the market and we move off quick cuz the sun is killing us and i m melting like candle! haha

After brekkie, we visited the temple, which requested by the gals. Some said that this temple (Kuanyin Temple) is very good for matchmaking for single girls. LOL!

After the hot and long waiting for in the temple, all we need now is some cooler to cool down and chill. So we decided to have a bowl of chilly Cendol as the chiller! Yummy~

After Chilling out with some light meal, we stoped by to get some pickles and biscuit from Penang then later on we stop half way to view the beach. We did not go down to have a walk along the shore but we view the beach from above. I guess the beach view is still a very relaxing place to rest and hang out for a moment. At least I felt that beach really calm us down and give us some peace of mind from our busy and stressful life.

After a whole afternoon trip, we head back to the hotel to have the afternoon nap cuz the night will be so young! Night time we decided to have dinner at the hawker nearby our hotel. Food was not bad and there are a variety of selections from heavy foods to finger snacks.

We are enjoying the "apam" hehe!

After dinner and all we are getting ready to head out to Penang clubs. Hmm... personaly, Penang is a nice place, nice food, good outdoor enviroment, but, not the clubs!! Not saying that its bad but to put it this way, it's too mixed up!! But overall their songs is nice and we had a great time there. We left quite early and we had "hokkien white porridge" for supper. The next day is our last day hanging out cuz we will be leaving at noon. Sad~

All done and set!!

Penang Trip, Day 1

2008-05-07T15:14:00.012+08:00

Finally get the pics from Ivan, and its time for me to start the penang journey in my blog! Wheee~ Haha... In this post I will be talking about the arrival to penang, the 1st day of the trip. Although we travel such a long way, imagine 4 hours of hectic, tiring journey in the car! Whoops, My ass is flat! But overal the trip was fantastic ever since the begining of the journey.

Let's talk bout the hotel we are staying in. The 1st place we head off to is, of cause LUNCH to fill our hungry tummy and taste the "normal-est" hawker food in Penang after that heading to the the hotel, B Suite Hotel, a newly developing hotel in penang town. Overal it provide good hospitality to us, big and beautiful room, comfortable bed and a relaxing bathroom (especially the rain drops shower, whooo~ missed that!) Here is how the rooms looks like :)

After Checking in, and rest for the afternoon, our next destination is DINNER! Hmm, didn't know that there is a "Little Genting" in Penang too! Its a beautiful place with beautiful scenery, we actually met our friend, Fai & Joshua, who lives in Penang and they brought us around! Thanks guys! Back to little Penang. We enjoyed Thai food there, and the SUNSET! Its awsome, nice scene of sunset and the food is not so bad after all.

The scenery from high above we can see the sea and some padi field, also some small area where people are living in. It's a nice view.

Yummy food

About the food here, it's Thai food! Hmm... Its so far ok. We had something like "sirih" in Thai style. It taste special, eating leaves LOL!! Then we had Green Curry, its the best dish in this meal i guess cause it caused Delores to had rice!! Lolz! The fried "kangkung" is special too. Its heaty but I cant stand it to take a few more bites! Hehe!! After that we had the "pandan chicken", "Thai style otak-otak", "tom yam soup" and "kerapu seafood". Its good cause it has prawns and I just Luvvvv Prawnsss~ Yummy! Then.. our tummy is filled, satisfy and its time to enjoy the sunset and the enviroment of the restaurant.

The sunset is so beautiful isn't it?

Jen , Ivan, Joshua, Fai

Sonia, Ivan, Jen, Delores enjoying the night and enviroment there!

Next stop, we went to have fried oyster with egg for supper. Yummy~!

We headed back to hotel, and then we have a quick advance celebration for Delores birthday, with a birthday cheese cake that Joshua made for her! Cool!

For the 2nd day trip, I will keep it updated ASAP! Keep track!

Unreasonable Lady Bitch Boss

2008-04-29T12:24:00.002+08:00

Have you ever heard of "no straight leave in a row" as a reason for the rejection of applying leave? Yes I do. In this company that I am freaking working now, all sorts of stupid reasons also I've heard before. Sarcastic reasons, idiotic reasons, embarrassing reasons. Actually it goes on this way. Ahem (clears throat)!

I've apply leave for this week's Friday (2nd May 2008), which is after the labour day (1st May 2008), due to me, going outstation. Who will go outstation for only 1 day right? Serious shit! So, I've deal with my boss (the idiot in da room) about the leave applying thingies, and as usual, boss will just give approval if i have a good supporting reason. He is good in this way. Only this way! No doubt!

After few days of approval, some bitch (the fat ass Dee lee deh ley biatch in da room) came out of no where to check that leave application slip. This morning while I'm having a serious conversation with my boss about some layouts, this woman suddenly pop out asking me "you apply leave for this Friday, Eugene?". And for sure, definitely and absolutely I replied "yes this Friday". Then she asked, "do you know that this Thursday is a public holiday?". Do I look like I'm that blur or stupid? For sure I know. Duh~! Then she starts with her "own law" stating that, "this company don't allow people to take straight days off in a row, do you know that Eugene?". With my rationality on, I replied, "But I only took 1 day, which is Friday". Then she start saying, "but Thursday, Saturday and Sunday, plus the Friday that you took will be 1 whole row off you are taking". What a stupid reason. Its like those days are my leave that I applied. What the hell!

Then i tell her, "its no choice, I need to go out station if not I wont be taking a day leave linking with the public holidays". Then she sarcastically replied, "I can tell you no choice too, I can reject your application if I wan to". I get so fired up at that moment.And i say it again "No choice, even if you reject I need to have that leave too", and I start ignoring her, while my boss laughing sarcastically there again.

I wonder. There are this kinda boss in the society! Is all working place like this? I'm only applying 1 day leave, why making such a fuss there?! My God! I hate it when this happens. After a while i figured out, one of my colleague, she took 1 whole week to go vacation. Those that consider a row of leave she takes? I thought that "your" company doesn't allow that to happen? Serious hell!

Hot Saturday

2008-04-26T15:09:00.003+08:00

Its been a while to have Saturdays that is so happening these days. The last time we had it was when my gym friends, Sharon, Scott and the gang came to my house to have a little cooking party. It was fun and all and it makes me feels really like a Saturday afternoon! This afternoon was my sis' turn. But shes a bit lucky cause she's not a good cook...to make it clear, she cant cook! lolz! So she ask a favor from my dad (the best cook at home), too make her and her friends his best dish, "The Curry Chicken"! Smart girl she is to ask my dad for help, which its surely turn out to be good for sure. So after whole morning of preparations, finally her friends arrive and the dining table is filled up. I in the other hand have a few piece of chickie and on that time watching Ratatouille.

Talking bout eating and watching a movie that is about cooking and food too is kinda clicks don't you think so? This show Ratatouille really brings out the feel of Paris which is kinda romantic in its way, it makes me think of another movie stared by Catherine Zeta Jones, "No Reservations".

This movie is nice and romantic too. I guess I really love this movie a lot cause its about cook and foods, and romance. Sometimes I really wish I'm in that scene. How nice to enjoy good food and romantic environments. But according to Ivan, Paris is not a very romantic place as showed in TV. He said that the Gondola is supposed to be romantic but the smell is not that romantic after all.. haha...!! But honestly, this movie "No Reservation" is really worth watching. Try it out~

I Crack My Voice!

2008-04-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

Recently, my voice is not so stable due to the shouting n yelling in combat class! Gosh.. Since i quit my singing classes, I'm starting to neglect taking good care of my voice, yelling and shouting out loud in class seems to be routine every time when combat class started.

Although, Its kinda high and fun yelling in class with all your might, but we never know when our throats get hurts. I guess starting from now on I wont casually shout. I need to be cautious of my own voice again because i like singing a lot, and recently, I cant even sing in proper tune, cracking voice starts to occur when i sing high note, plus, I've quit singing for some time, and my skills are all gone. Sigh~!

Its time to get it back all over again~!!! Sobbbbbbbb..........

Master Copy Apprentice

2008-04-24T15:52:00.004+08:00

Geeez...! I'm amaze to see that Alan's blog is getting more and more interesting. Actually I can sense that he really have the potential to be a Graphic Designer. Its our dream when we are still in high school. But too bad, he go for the more practical major which is Business Administration. Too bad bro. How fun it can be if we both are graphic designers together , at least we can share our ideas or perhaps i can copy some skills from you like what I'm trying to do now.. LOL. Really, the blogin stuff is introduced from me to him and yet he can do so much better! Really need to learn more, he got sense in this man!

Anyway, keep it up! Now you are one of my favourite blogers. I will keep track on your blog and get more ideas from your blogin skills. Master gotta learn some new stuff from their Apprentice too, dont you think so? hehe..

Lonely Thursday

2008-04-24T09:46:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning, Lady boss is in the office with her goodie mood, which will cause the whole offic to be in good mood! Hopefully her mood will stay good throughout the day! But, its hard to predict that, cuz she has mood swing in a very extreme way.. lol!

Today, I will encounter a lonely day, perhaps a stressfull one too, due to the absense of Gina, many things that she deal half way, those people will start asking her stuff on me which will make me damn blur. Cuz as I say, the people here really have no system and management, they will just ask anything to whoever they see. Well, call me irresponsible again, this kinda stuff will surely happend and my responds will be, "I dunno, I never give a damn". LOL

Anyway, today will be hell of a day, and i hope everything will be fine and easy for the day~

Money Matters

2008-04-23T17:00:00.002+08:00

Money money money... How I wish I was born as a rich child. Lately I encounter some financial problems again. For so long this kinda problem nvr really visit me, but this time it really comes at the wrong time especially I'm getting ready planning to go for KRABI trip! Sigh~! Now, no other option but to save money!!

No more having dinner every night outside, no more exp drinks, no more buying useless stuff, no more extra snack!! sobbbbbbb...! For KRABI sake! Its ok... haha. Now every time I need to pay more attention on my financial spending. But so happened at this moment, a lot of things i need to go shop for! sigh... What should I do? Guess I need to hold on until then!

Caught in the Middle

2008-04-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm... I find out that, there are peoples who make a scene, and some that stay silence, and also some that get pissed for some reasons. Every event like this happened, there will be always someone who get caught in the middle or better spoken as the "middle person". I guess this position suits person like me... sigh.. Whenever I am, i use to be the middle person.

No matter I'm the one who gets blur all the time knowing anything about what topic people are talking about, or I'm that person who cool down the war. Sigh.. sometimes felt tired. But, i guess my personalities really suits this position well. As I'm a person who sometimes really nvr give a damn to the reality world. I like to dream, fantasize and imagine a lot. Really hope to choose an option call "Ignore".

Sometimes in life if there isnt any ups and downs, I guess life wont be any interesting at all. So perhaps some conflict and some arguements will make the relationship either negative, which is broken or positive which is we get to understand each other better.

Blur untill...

2008-04-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

Imagine 2 person working at the same time can be so blur. On last Friday, its actually my 1st busy Friday. Usually my Fridays will be like chilling around with weekends mood standby from the morning. But last Friday was different. The 2 ghost come in so damn early in the morning, even the old man did not go for his golf game. Which make me sick that I have to see their faces on Friday. Never mind all that, my Friday really passed real quick and busy. Until the very few hours, typically my 2 bosses style, they like to visit us with a very nice phone call (not very nice at all). After that phone called, we was like rushing to hell. The stupid printer get stuck all the sudden, things need to be rushed get delayed. Finally everything was done in a very struggling way. Stuff that need to be passed to the printer fella for sample printing has been burn into the CD. Until today, Gina asked about the printing, nobody knows that the CD is passed to the printer fella or did not. At the end both of us blur and wondering who passed the CD to them. Ghost? Absolutely no one!! The CD must had been fly there itself cause it feels pity for us, dint want us to be too frust and maybe will help us out a bit lol!! And what the hell I'm doing this? Suddenly they asked me to do Gina's stuff and Gina is blur-ing doing my stuff! What the hell is with them i wonder. Just randomly giving stuff to anyone to do without knowing their job scope!! How lame.. The only thing they are good at is complaining and rushing people for no reasons and talking nonsense. Sigh! Call me irresponsible, either they have it by dunno what kinda way, as long they have it and get my samples printing done back on time. Bottom line, they do things really no system and management. Everything has to be at last minute which is very frustrating. When we rush, very normal things will go wrong and things will be delayed. Sigh.. how many other companies will be like this? Give some management and system please oh God!

Nissan Impul

2008-04-22T10:58:00.003+08:00

This morning, Alan asked about what kinda rim color suits his car. LOL. I'm not a very "car friendly" person, which I know nothing much about cars. But maybe with my design senses and color matching experience, he likes to ask me for opinion, due to his craziness in car modifying. He really is crazy about cars and so happened he works in Nissan car dealers which suits him real goooooood~! haha... while showing me some samples of rims matching the car, I myself was impressed that cars have fashion too! They wear hats, they do tattoos, and even wear shoes! LOL! Anyway, after researching and looking, this Nissan Impul happens to draw my attention. Its a ice car anyway, but I really have no idea whats the spect of this model, surprisingly, I'm starting to love it. haha... sometimes really will be easily influence by Alan about cars. Hmm... Bottom line, I'm easy influenced by people in some way. hehe.. This is how the Impul looks like, Cool isn't it?

Mayday Concert 2008

2008-04-20T21:40:00.009+08:00

On 19th of April 2008, I've attended the very lively concert for the very first time, Mayday Concert!!! Mayday is such a great group which i admire, like I always say to Justin that this group performance brings a little touch of J-pop Style which I really falling in love with. As I can imagine and predicted, this concert will not be just an normal simple ordinary concert. It is far more entertaining and memorable than what I can imagine.
The group's memebers including, Ashin, the vocalist which i admire the most, he have his unique style when performing on stage. The favourite move that he always like to act is, jumping rapidly with both legs with the "V" shape. It looks silly but with style. His voice is unique, he sings with passion, he goes wild with rock songs, and his eyes is filled with love when he sings slow pop. The other members including Stone, guitarist/bass, rough looking guy but when he talks, he is really gentle!! Monster on the other hand, the guitarist/bass, his name sounds ugly but he is the best looking member of the group. His bass technic is superb and impressive! Masa, Guitarist/Pianist, the most hardcore with the hard rock looking guy! he has long hair, which looked extra ordinary from the other members. Surprisingly, he sings! Last but not least, Guan You, Drummer/Keyboards, he has a little looks of Victor Wong. When he is posses by the drum spirit, he goes wild with the drum!

Lol... Enough yaping and introduction of the memebers, bottom line is, its a worth trip to Genting for this concert. Other than this concert, nothing much is more interesting, but i appreciate going to Genting and hanging out overnite with my gym friends, Sharon, Cath and Brandon for the 1st time! Justin on the other hand, the addicted GAMBLER... LOL!! Its a fun trip but I'm sure we can do better for the next one.

Hanging out & Chilling in

2008-04-18T10:15:00.002+08:00

Recently, I really get all heat up in travelling with friends. Whatever we talks about now are all about going for trip, places to hang out, nice beautiful islands and fantastic countries to visit. At the moment we are waiting patiently for so called "well-planned" Krabi trip. Its my first trip overseas for the first time with friends after all. I'm so impatient and always imagining how nice can it be on that day. Many more future plannings for trip and looking forward to have it. But, I must try my best to save up lots of money for triping. Begining of May will be going to Penang with Ivan, which I am also very happy and looking forward to. I'm surprise, Ivan invited me to Penang which is my favourite place to go actually, despite their fabulous and yummy foods there. It'll sure be fun with Ivan around. Love hanging out with him. haha... Feel pampered and protected and comfortable with him... Oops...! come back.. hehe... Anyway, I guess when we grow up, we will learn to appreciate more things like this. The beauty of the nature, the enjoyment of traveling with friends. When I was young, hanging out and travelling never come into my mind. Only gaming stuff and some kiddo thinking haha.. Guess I'm really growing up! And getting older~ argh~!!

Beautifying Complete!

2008-04-18T10:13:00.001+08:00

Finally after all this years I've successfully beautify my blog haha~! It took me some time to do so due to my noob-ness with html codes and computer knowledge. But I patiently read the tutorials words by words. haha~ and this is wat I get from the results. Its actually quite easy, struggling so long with the so called html codes, it actually never needed... argh~ haha.. anyway, after all the hard works, you will feel joy and satisfactory after viewing the newly modified blog (its not much different after all, just some added gadgets and with background music LOL). I hope my bloging will be more fantastic and enjoyable from now on!

Lunch time at work is getting fun

2008-04-14T15:21:00.002+08:00

The one thing that is fun when we are at work is during lunch time! How fun and happy can it be if there are friends coming to join u for lunch together? Socializing, chatting... The most surprising thing is, Ivan came to have lunch with me haha~ he stay so far but yet he willing to come cheras to have lunch with me. How sweet. Sometimes, its about the heart and will to do so. Some people stay so near, and so free, yet they never care to ask to have lunch together! I will Treasure moments like this and appreciate it. Even on Saturday we went out dinner together with Pat & Sonia. They are amazing and fun people. Cheers~

Bored with Job

2008-04-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

Another day, yet another boring week have passed. Almost everyday repeating the same things to do on and on, not almost .. to make it clear, its totally everyday!! Imagine.. doing the same thing again and again everyday, sitting on the same chair, looking at another boring computer screen, listening to the same boring yell and screaming and nagging from that 2 idiot boss. Sigh.. feeling bored of going to work every morning, not desired to do so. I once heard, when someone felt this way, and this kinda mentality occurs, it is showing that it is time to leave the company and head for another new enviroment. I wonder if its true? Perhaps... but I cant change job that often. Now I'm stuck in this hell place, My dear God please teach me how. LOL! But like I always tell myself, how tough life is ahead, how unhappy or how unwilling or undesired I am to a certain thing esspecially to our own job, we need to live on and stay strong! Patient Jen, patient!!

1st Blog in 2008

2008-04-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

Gosh.. been a while i nvr blog. A little too much plan recently and busy with work hmm. Before this, I've have the best birthday celebration for so long and its 2008's, celebrated with friends, family. Cant believe that only 1 Birth date I can celebrate so many times LOL! Anyway, New year, new changes, no more kiddie stuff and must learn to be independant! Forget bout the past (esspecially those confusing so called poen that i created myself for the past few months). Will try to blog often hehe. ;)

How passionate can this love be?

2007-10-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

How do my feeling spreads a thousand yards in thin air just to get close and hoping to get near and connected to the other side being. How I've wanted you to know that my feelings struggle to release such passionate love and wishing that a warm hands may receive this blazing love, flowing from your hands to your embracing arms. Its another feeling, another time yet in another space and dimension, blazing, struggling, hardly breath to excape from such darkness and lonliness from this forgotten space, wanting to stay connected, wanting you to know that, splashes of passionate love have once again fill my heart, overflowing and wishes to share it with the special someone...

Remedy for Love?

2007-10-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

Do we have any remedy for the ailments in love? Can a broken heart placed back together in one shape? When an individual dive into the ocean of love, will it be a trap or a treasure that we found? There are no logical or exact answers to the answers. Humans often chase for something that cannot be reach, like chasing our fantasies that got through our heads. Sometimes the feeling is really... lost... Do we have anything to do with it? to cure it? Can I barely wait for my fantasies to come true? Or can I continue chasing till it falls on the grip of my palm? And will it slipped of this fragile palm and the feeling of lost will touch our hearts again? Will my fantasies be just a dream to come true or a dream to dream on? With such feeling, I really need to seek for the best remedy to remove such pain.. Will it go on or turn to torment? I hope that with just a dim light, it will at least give me hope and let me feel pure love ever again. At this state I will live on chasing my fantasies and seeking remedy to cure this tormented heart...

Whats the blue blue feeling?

2007-10-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

Blue butterflies... sentimental yet graceful...

There is mixed feelings in this body and mind which trigger the interest to blog and share the feeling of blue-ness, but, with butterflies that flies gracefully yet reflects sentimentalness and gloomyness. Some slight feeling of lost? Confuse? Happiness with a touch of sadness. It cant be explain in words but might be expressed in feelings. Why such feelings will occur? Nobody knows, only the body and mind of oneself knows... A song tells a million story, one who only can sing and express such feelings with music matching with the blue gloomy blue butterfly which flies gracefully, yet sentimental and gloomy, accross the cruel and cold world ahead not knowing any danger, with no hestitation, but views the beautiful sides of the universe. Every darkness, comes light, may the light glows and guide the lost, confuse, happy but with a slight touch of sadness blue butterfly to what it is searching for...

My Celebrity Look

2007-06-26T12:07:00.000+08:00

LOLZ!!

http://www.myheritage.com

Friendship Test!

2007-06-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

Yo Friends~! come do my friendship test n test how well u know me :P

Create your own Friend Test here

Hot Boring Morning

2007-06-21T09:04:00.000+08:00

This morning in office is so hot n bored... i dunno what to do...sigh... i dun wanna bored to death~! since all my works is done i guess more jobs will come soon... decided to enjoy the music that i bring to office.. hehe

Sony Style - VAIO : Freedom to Choice

2007-03-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

My Dream Notebook! Hope to own 1 esspecially the green 1 .. hehe

Creativity

2007-03-07T16:14:00.000+08:00

This Block Toys look so cool!

Creative Barcode Design

Chen Bo-Lin Rocks!

2007-03-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

My Favourite Actor, Chen Bo-Lin.

Fashion + Photography

2007-03-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

The enviroment in this picture is just too irresistable... love the shoe though!

Stylish Long Sleeve

2007-03-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

Nice Fashion.. juz love it!

Posing Maniac!

2007-03-03T12:41:00.000+08:00

I am a ZLK ... hehehehe!!! taken during CNY 2007 When my sis ask me to put those Sunglasses on and pose in front of her... gosh~! Weird, but i enjoyed it.. >.<